WOOTS (!!) JUST NOW (YESTERDAY) WAS FUN :DDDDDDD

SHALL BLOG ABOUT TOMORROW (LATER) OR SOON :DDDDDDD

Baby, I know the story,
I've seen the picture,
it's written all over your face
Tell me, what's the secret that you've been hiding?
And who's gonna take my place?
I should have seen it coming,
I should have read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end,
how was I to know?
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again,
and I who thought you were my friend,
how was I to know?
You never told me

Baby, you should've called me,
when you were lonely,
when you needed me to be there
Sadly, you never gave me
too many chances to show you
how much I care
Ooh, should have seen it coming,
I should have read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end,
how was I to know?
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again,
and I who thought you were my friend,
how was I to know?
You never told me

About the pain and the tears
Ooh, If I could,
I would, turn back the time
Ooh yeah I should have seen it coming
I should have read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end,
how was I to know?
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again,
and I who thought you were my friend,
how was I to know?
You never told me

FINALLY I DECIDE TO UPDATE THIS BLOG WITH TAG REPLIES, FIRST. XD

Qiyee / HELLO XD
lousiaa / HELLO XD hehe, sorry i only checked now -.- tyvm anw ! ^^ XD hope you did well too XD
Elaine / i think you can now. XD
zOhyEE / HAHAS HI !! YEAH XD choir is killing me. really. -.-
EUNICE :D / HIHIHI XD oh? ok. hahas. cbox code is not html format, is BBCode format. eg, [color="pink"]the item to be pink[/color] hahas. (: thx for dropping by anw XD
Amy / ok sure. but... it's private. lol?
farah / ANNYEONG HASEYO XD YESH OF COURSE I DO !! HAHAHAHAHA XD
zoelle / ZOELLEEEEEEE UNNIE ;D

DONE. XD

sigh. sian. exam results weren't the way i expected them to be. i just missed, just by that little bit. sigh...

I WANNA BE WITH MY FRIENDS NEXT YEAR D;

oh well. at least we were once friends.

at least, i have these emories, and that's what counts. the memories we spent together. (:

강인 김영운, 힘내세요. 우리가 있잖아요. HWAITING !! ♥

blog temporarily closed. :D

until after EOY.

wish me luck ~ ;DD

♥

tag replies (:

Ruth - HELLO RUTH :DD tyvm ♥
jiamin - HELLO !! :DD tyvm to you too ♥ imy ♥
Qiyee - HELLO !! HAHAS XD zhishan. (x tyvm :DD linked you in my other blog
(:
zoelle - HELLO :DD THANKYOU ;DD i think everyone's getting used to calling
me that. LOL XD
louisaa - HELLO :DD i linked you in my other blog alr. (: hahas, ok will do
later. (x
abby - HELLO :DD
Amy - hahas, i see. (: hello :D
Qiyee - HI :DD haha lols, (: TYVM :DD

done ;DD

please take a look at my tag in the cbox :D

TYVM :DD

ROKUKO !! ~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEONG QIYUN !!! :DDDD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRENDA :DD

THIS (DAMNED) BLOG IS ON OFFICIAL HIATUS.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAOPA XDD

wil edit.

HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY TO:

♥ KIM KIBUM :DD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO:

♥ JIRO WANG DONG CHENG :DD
♥ KIM JONG-WOON :DD

*note: this post MIGHT be deleted and re-posted :DD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY COUSIN :DDDD

apparently my ahma got the date mixed up. cousin's bday is today, she told me on 18 august -.- LOLS XD

stupid. supposed to do homework now. shit. bye. -.-

HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE !!!!! ♥♥♥

Singapore rocks. it's the best place for me. XD

pledge moment !! XD

cant wait for the parade performance later XD

p.s. i joined sj forum and now idk what to do. YUNYAN !! HAHAHAHAHAS XD

ok i got a freaking problem using the com now so i'll stop posting here. hopefully i can blog something about today tomorrow. bye (:

im that close to being depressed.

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY TO MICHELLE !! XD

HAHAS ENJOY YOUR SWEET 16 XD

tag replies. (:

huiyin * hies (: please do that more often XD thanks for being high with me today XD
kay * yeah. but i opted out. my mum didnt allow lols. (:
Steph * LOLS GONE LE. XD HAHAHAHAHA XD btw which song was i supposed to record and send you (i think) ? XD
Dhyl * hi (:
kay * thanks (: really ?! you read ALL including ARCHIVES ?! LOLS XD
huiyin * LOLS ok. (: and you lame la. -.- (XD)
abby * hi XD
Elaine * hahas thanks (: added alr (:
abby * hahas ok (x
kay * hahas considering. LOLS but not so soon la. (:

done (:

p.s. WATCH THIS !! XD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rsUM9Pl_nIk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n_ki5l8Po_I&feature=related

ok bye. (:

new blog post in blog. XD and new blog playlist there too. XD HAHAS XD

piano later. watching tv, practicing soon. bye (:

steph ~ hahas faster read that story iwant your comments !! XD :DD

lame. -.-

my life is screwed. who agrees? i dont.

my life is screwed big time. who agrees? i still dont.

my life is screwed big time all the time. who agrees? I DO.

bleh.

who reads ths place anyway. i dont even update it. delete? or not? i think delete., but not now. next time. who knows when? -.-

im weird.

NEW POST IN RAINBOW BLOG XD HAHAS OK BYE. XD

YAY HAHAS HUIYIN COMING OVER IN 8 HOURS TIME LOLS HAHAS I'D BETTER SLEEP NOW LOLS HAHAS OK BYE

damn it i feel like hacking those fuckers or killing those fuckers in any way into a million pieces. fuck them. bitch / son of a bitch .

FATHER AND MOTHER PLEASE IGNORE THIS. DONT EVER TALK ABOUT THIS. I KNOW WHAT YOURE GOING TO SAY ANYWAY. I WILL USE IT LESS OFTEN OK? SSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH DONT EVER TALK ABOUT THIS !! EVER AGAIN !! OR I'LL RELINK AND NEVER GIVE YOU MY BLOG LINK EVER AGAIN THANK YOU :D

GAH CAN I START EVERYTHING AGAIN??

I WANNA "REFRESH" MY LIFE

AHHHHH

T.T

IHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOU
IHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOU
IHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOU

D;

starting to think that it's useless. sigh.

wait,

EVERYTHING'S USELESS.

T.T

HAPPY (belaed) BIRTHDAY TO XIAOZHU SHOW LUO !! XD

o.O he's 30 alr ?!

hahas older than wuzun XD

HAPY BIRTHDAY STILL !! (x ;D

XIAOHUIHUI MEIMEI WONGHUIYIN BLAZING INFERNO DUN CRY !! :D

--lame la you.--

NEW POST IN WRETCH XD

hey (:

people can you give me your emal that you use to log into blogger? hahas. i wanna do something :D dont worry, it's nothing bad la. (x THANK YOU !! <3

p.s. just leave me a essage at the tagboard to give me your email ;D

{/edited} remember to check the email that you gave me so that they can verify and allow you to see my blog THANKYOU XD

SAD.

wanted to post pictures of the eclipse my father saw, but cant copy the pictures over -.-

whoever wants to see it, hahas. give me yoru email. HAHAS. via email via MW la. -.-

nothing else to post. maybe post again later. bye.

shall reply my tags. urgh -.-

kay hahas im always reading people's blogs. LOLS XD
Steph HAHAS I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT IT LOLS XD remind me again another time ok? i dont wanna update it now LOLS thanks XD
y.y. hiii XD hahas (: it's on august 18. ahh ~ T.T goodluck for yours !! XD
;kaijun CHUAKAIJUN !! HI AND WHATS YOUR BLOG LINK ?! cannot go leh. BLOGLINK NOT AVAILABLE LA !! LOLS XD
Elaine HAHAS HI ELAINE XD im crazy. LOLS XD hahas i told you alr (:
Steph HAHAS THX XD oh? which song(s)? lols (: and YEA HAHAS IT CAN BE THAT XD too ba you cant give ME a chinese name, because my name IS a chinese name. HAHAS LOLS XD

done (:

sigh. should i go on H again? tests and exams coming up. HW NO DONE OMG SHIT. yeah maybe i should. LOLS ok bye for now (x

p.s.
23 more days till doremi and steph.
14 more days till majulah singapura. -- LOLS.

damn.

HI :D

first of all, elaine, can you get into the wretch post? lols i told you what the password is alr. (:

ok next.

WHATTHEFREAKINGHELL THE CHOIR THING LASTS FOR 12 MONTHS ?!?! and friday somemore. maybe i should really opt out. LIKE I HAVE ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD !! if not for mrs wong (retarded -.-) then i would have ponned the thing like what kaijun did. SIAN LA -.- T.T

1. We are pleased to inform you that you child has been selected for the
Music Talent Development Programme (Choir).

2. The MTDP (Choir) is a 12-month training programme conducted by highly
qualified Choir instructors. The objective of the programme is to provide
developmental oppoturnities for identified talented musicians. At the end of the
programme, sudents are required to perform at a public concert. The details of
the weekly training sessions are as follows:

-- every friday 6.30pm to 9.30pm, excluding theory lessons. --

3. Training will commence on Friday, 7 August, @ commonwealth sec sch.

thats all i can post about it.

DAMN IT 12 MONTHS ?! FRIDAY SOMEMORE ?! TO ADD ON TO IT IT'S 6.30 TO 9.30 ?! DAMN IT MY MUM SURE NAG ALR. SOMEONE HELP ME D; btw anyone going for this??

p.s. WHY YUNXIAN NOT SELECTED D; D; D; D; D;

help.

tagged by kay. not quoting this, VERY irritating. urgh URGH. -.-

100 truths.

WHAT WAS YOUR -
1. Last beverage - barley w/ gingko dessert (x
2. Last phone call - MOE CCA BRANCH XD
3. Last text message - sharenya, smth about DL. LOLS XD
4. Last song you listened to - river flows in you
5. Last time you cried - last sunday, while watching harry potter -.- LOLS better than nothing XD

HAVE YOU EVER -
6. Dated someone twice - no
7. Been cheated on - no, not in relationship(s)
8. Kissed someone regretted it - no
9. Lost someone special - kinda, my friends.
10. Been depressed - kinda. yeah.
11. Been drunk and threw up - HELL NO

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS
12. purple
13. blue
14. purple

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU (2009) -
15. Made a new friend - yeah XD
16. Fallen out of love - no
17. Laughed until you cried - YEAH XD
18. Met someone who changed you - yeah kinda
19. Found out who your true friends are - yeah kinda too XD
20. Found out someone was talking about you - sadly no
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life - er... almost all? LOLS.
23. How many kids do you want to have - idk
24. Do you have any pets - no
25. Do you want to change your name - NO XD
26. What did you do for your last birthday - ... cant rmb. event(s) for my bday last year - Leap Years and neos with Jiamin XD
27. What time did you wake up today - 9.30am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night - sleeping -.-
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for - F.R.H.+.E.N.J.X
30. Last time you saw your Mother - about 3 + hours ago? LOLS.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life - happiness level
32. What are you listening to right now - Heavenly Days - Yui Aragaki
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom - no, tommy, YES. =.=
34. What's getting on your nerves right now - steph's online status -.-
35. Most visited webpage - blog?
36. What's your real name - zhishan
37. Nicknames - purple mountain (-.-)
38. Zodiac sign - pig (LOLS)
39. Male or female - female
41. Elementary School - HPPS
42. Middle School - CTSS
43. High school/college - n/a
44. Hair colour - dark brown?
45. Long or short - hair? then is long.
46. Height - 165
47. Do you have a crush on someone - ehs, real, then no.
48: What do you like about yourself - nothing? LOLS. -.-
49. Piercings - 2
50. Tattoos - 0 (WTH?!)
51. Righty or lefty - righty
52. First surgery - 1 month (or year) + old ?! if im not wrong la.
53. First piercing - last year
54. First best friend - Teo JiaMin XD
55. First sport you joined - none? LOLS.
56. First vacation - malaysia i think.
58. First pair of trainer - cant rmb.
59. Eating - nothing?
60. Drinking - nothing?! WTH
61. I'm about to - sleep soon... -.-
62. Listening to - Reach Out For The Skies - Rui En & Taufik Batisah(?)
63. Waiting for - steph to reply me -.-

YOUR FUTURE -
64. Want kids - maybe
65. Get Married - yeah
66. Career - idk - what career to take, yes - want a career

WHICH IS BETTER -
67. Lips or eyes - both?
68. Hugs or kisses - both??
69. Shorter or taller - taller
70. Older or Younger - depends LOLS. -.-
71. Romantic or spontaneous - both??? )x
72. Nice stomach or nice arms - eww. er... depends.
73. Sensitive or loud - both.
74. Hook-up or relationship - relationship?? wth la.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant - see first

HAVE YOU EVER -
76. Kissed a stranger - HELL NO
77. Drank hard liquor - no
78. Lost glasses/contacts - ehs... no.
79. Sex on first date - WTF NO
80. Broken someone's heart - no

why do the quizzes keep missing out numbers?!?! D

83. Turned someone down - i think so. NO for relationships/dates etc. -.-
84. Cried when someone died - maybe? dont really know la. wth. -.-

DO YOU BELIEVE IN -
86. Yourself - sometimes
87. Miracles - sometimes
88. Love at first sight - sometimes
89. Heaven - maybe
90. Santa Claus -maybe
91. Kiss on the first date - wth?!
92. Angels - maybe

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY -
94. Had more than 1 boyfriend at a time - NO
95. Did you sing today - YEAH X
96. Ever cheated on somebody - ehs... no?! wth.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go - depends
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be - march 15 XD
99. Are you afraid of falling in love - idk LOLS ?! eh walao thw wuestions are getting ridiculous la. -.-
100. Posting this as 100 truths - yeah

DONE. almost pissed me off. -.-

tag - steph, huiyin (PLS DO LA) , yy (if you ever read this.) , anyone else.

tagged by kay.

Seven Things To Do Before I Die

1. go to some countries XD
2. get iPhone (IMPOSSIBLE)
3. be a singer (ALSO IMPOSSIBLE)
4. find my happiness (NOT boyfriend)
5. find my boyfriend-slash-husband HAHAS XD
6. learn some languages
7. GET AS MANY ACJC- AND ENJX-RELATED ITEMS AS POSSIBLE !! XD

Seven Things I Cannot Do

1. stop being so angry
2. fly __''
3. make friends -.-
4. adding to no. 3, maintain a full friendship -.-
5. dance -.-
6. be happy all the time
7. stop listening to music XD
(8. GET STEPH (and me) TO BE ONLINE WHENEVER I WANT !! )X )

Seven Things That Attract Me to a Guy

1. smile
2. eyes
3. cute
4. handsome
5. natural
6. depending on his ability
7. how much they love me (HAHA KAY THANKS FOR YOUR ANSWER LOLS XD)

Seven Things I Say Most Often

1. ****
2. walao (LOLS)
3. THANKYOU XD
4. HUIYINNNNNNNNNNN !! ~ XD
5. EEEEEEHHHHHHHHHH !!!!! XD
6. LOLS
7. wth =.=

Seven Books That I Love

1. dragonwings (anybody knows where i can buy it ?!)
2. still
3. trying
4. to
5. read
6. books
7. HAHA

Seven Movies That I Watch Over and Over Again

LOLS i dont really get the title. you mean wanna watch over again or those that i have watched over again? LOLS XD

Seven People I Want To Meet

1. ENJX
2. CCYR
3. JWDC
4. AAYL
5. CWJZ
6. SLZX (OMG I SAW HIM THE OTHER TIME LA HE WAS THERE FOR AN AUTOGRAPH SESSION BUT I COULDNT SEE HIM AS IT WAS TOO FAR ! T.T)
7. ANY OTHER ARTISTES ?! HAHAS ALL PUT THEM HERE XD

I TAG

1. anybody
2. who
3. wants
4. to
5. do
6. this
7. quiz

DONE.

LATEST BLOG POST IN WRETCH BLOG

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/cupc4k3l0v3

DONT EVEN ASK FOR THE PASSWORD UNLESS YOU CAN GUESS IT

ASK ME PERSONALLY FOR IT

dear friend(s), if you have any problems, you can approach me. i dont mind, really. you are my friend(s) anyway. friends like you are ♥ (: i'll be there for you, like the way youre there for me. thankyou. (: ily ♥ *you know who im referring to (;*

This is how to make awesomeness

PREP TIME 14 Min
COOK TIME 10 Min
READY IN 25 Min

INGREDIENTS
2 cups pride
1 cup energy
1 cup leadership

DIRECTIONS
Bake in preheated oven for 25 to 30 minutes. Allow to cool.

gotten from fb application.

tagged by kay and i just realised it just now only. XD

~41 secrets, be honest~

Be honest no matter what!

One Would you date your number one?
if i could. XD

Two Where was your default picture taken?
... idk lols

Three What's your middle name?
i dont have one

Four What is your favorite color?
PURPLE ♥

Five Does the person you like, like you back?
sadly, nope. T.T

Six When is your birthday?
15.3 ♥

Seven Are you mad at anyone?
... quite a number. not telling. XD

Eight What color shirt are you wearing?
white xp

Nine If you were going on a TV show, which one would it be?
FAHRENHEIT-HOSTED SHOW XD

Ten Are you imagining anyone naked right now?
hell no

Eleven Did you ever sneak into an R rated movie?
hell no again

Twelve Ever had a near death experience?
maybe... idk

Thirteen Something you do a lot?
Sing XD

*anyone knows where's 14?? hahas. (:*

Fifteen Do you want to see somebody right now?
HELL YEAH XD

Sixteen How many piercings do you have?
2

*where's 17? ...*

Eighteen Who would you do anything for?
ANYONE I HEART

Nineteen What are you doing right now?
blogging, purking, eating. XD

Twenty Do you miss anyone?
yeah. T.T

Twenty-One Do you still talk to your recent ex?
no ex

Twenty-two Biggest fear?
insects :x

Twenty-Three Where is your ex?
no ex la

Twenty-Five What did you do last night?
surf
the net, sleep. XD

Twenty-Six What woke you up?
maid

Twenty-Seven Speak any other languages?
other than english: chinese; simple/basic malay, japanese; understand hokkien. XD

Twenty-Eight What's your favorite type of flower?
violet, i think. XD actually a purple rose would be nice. XD

Twenty-Nine Would you rather be at the beach or the lake?
depends. XD

Thirty Are you mean?
WADDAYATHINK

Thirty-One Do you like rain?
sometimes. XD

Thirty-Two What are you thinking about right now?
... nothing. XD

Thirty-Three What should you be doing right now?
HOMEWORK D; and practice piano !! T.T

Thirty-Four whats your favorite food?
soba, sushi, seafood, ice cream, sweets, fruits. XD

Thirty-Five Are you hurting anywhere?
legs D; eunice esther ad and mei YOU BETTER THANK ME ;D XD jkjk ^^

Thirty-Six Is your Christmas tree taller than you?
yeah.

Thirty-Seven Who was the last person you yelled at?
MEI ;D not scold la. XD

Thirty-Eight Are you depressed?
sometimes. actually most of the time. =.=

Thirty-Nine Who is the last person you said I Love You to?
cant rmb... either mei, kay or steph... XD

Forty Who was the last person you hugged?
CANT RMB

Forty-One Who was the last person you kissed?
CANT RMB -- maybe my mum... HAHAS XD goodnight kiss, last time. XD

repost as "41 secrets, be honest"

done. XD

hiatus resuming. bye people (:

HAHAS HI XD JUST CAME BACK FROM WATCHING HARRY POTTER XD WILL EXPLAIN MORE LATER XD EDIT MORE LATER XD BYES XD

yes im here to blog again before i sleep. apparently steph slept before me. and that's when i finished her picture =.= anyways.. reply tags la.

replied.

Enqi hahas thanks (: LOLS no he'll punch WZ like how he punches others in BOF. HAHAS XD
blazing-inferno hahas yeah
thank you :D tag more la~ ;D yeah sian school reopen liao. and im only replying tags now. HAHAS XD hahas thanks (:
kay hahas thanks it's to not make this blog look so plain lols (:
;kaijun hi hahas ok (:
aNn HI XD thanks (:
kay hahas you can do it XD
Steph HAHA HI XD hahas thanks (: ... lol? hahas. (:
blazing-inferno hahas hi (: hahas i also like that song. i fund it in the crazy frog cd HAHAS LOLS !! XD thankyou la (x
Steph HAHAS SPAM MORE I DONT CARE XD hahas yeah la. about there. LOLS XD just have to tag alot of times in a row then is called spam le. ^^
blazing-inferno HAHAS THANKS LA XD I ALSO DONT CARE XD
*p.s. thanks to steph and blazing-inferno for spamming my blog, though it was by request XD*
kay HI :D hahas i was on hiatus though it wasnt really one :x hahas thanks (: ... happy, maybe only. lols (: thanks for linking me (:
Steph LOLS hi :D continue doing that. HAHAS drop by anytime (:because... i also dont know when it will end. LOLS. =.= hahas... maybe. HAHAS ok la i try (: most likely only weekends la (:
kay hahas im here during weekends. most likely. (:
Steph hey (: btw steph, 1 tag only called tag. manymanyamny tags then called spam !! XD
blazing-inferno just explained about the spam/tag thing; GO READ IT XD LOLS XD NO DO IT OR I WILL CALL YOU WUXIAOHUI FOREVER XD at least one la. please? XD
Enqi hahas i as emo la. (: MYSELF /: hahas i try cheering up la. lols. i hope so too. XD LOVEYA TOO ♥
;kaijun hi (: EH YOU ASK ME RELINK HOW MANY TIMES LE ARH?? LIKE EVERY MONTH COME TELL ME RELINK ?! LOLS but good la, can keep on tagging my blog. XD LOLS XD ok la i relink asap ok? (:
zOhyEE HI XD thankyou XD
Steph LOLS. otherwise my whole blog will be damn plain ma. XD
kay hahas i also never knew i had so many too... until i started flipping through those mags XD

DONE XD PEOPLE PLEASE CONTINUE TO TAG PLEASE XD

SIAN. everybody gone liao. sigh. i should go too, soon. HARRY POTTER LATER XD oh, and homework in the morning, if i can. otherwise, at night. =.= oh, and this post the colour combination SUCKS la. =.= wrong seqnce or smth like that. urgh. =.=

anyways i gtg now. bye. ... trying to do it... there (:

hahas hi. (: weekends now, hiatus break. XD

i just realised that i have HELL LOTS of frh things in my house. mags, articles, posters (a few) , 1 or 2 card-like items, 4/5 cds/dvds not including one which is only applicable on computer (i think) , 2 photo albums ... i think that's all. hahas XD oh, and A WHOLE LOT OF PICS !! XD

sigh, im bored. sorry steph ~ i fell asleep in front of the laptop last night -.- sigh, im bored. better do my pic now... XD

p.s. HUIYIN YOU BETTER DO THE QUIZZES OR I WILL CALL YOU WUXIAOHUI XD

bye (:

tagged by michelle. (:

1. What have you been doing recently?
blogging, schooling, hiatus (but not really actually) ? lols.

2. Do you ever turn your handphone off?
yeah. cant remember when though.

3. What happened at 10am today?
sitting with mei♥ and chatting with her (:

4. When did you last cry?
long time ago, but how i wish it would be soon.

5. Believe in Fate/Destiny?
maybe.

6. What do you want in life now?
haengbok.

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
depends whether do i have one with me. umbrella & hood(ie).

8. What's your favourite thing to do on bed?
SLEEP, use laptop. listen to music. NOT EVER ***, at least for now.

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
shorts

10. What are the nicest things in your inbox?
friends' messages? =.=

11. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
i dont even have a relationship =.=

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
nope

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Ice Age 3: Dawn of the Dinosaurs XD sunday: Harry Potter and he Half-blood Prince !! XD

14. What are you proud of?
ehs, anything? =.=

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox says and who is it from?
really old ones obviously gone, now, wait i check... AHAHAS, "8-)" BY MY MUM !! XD

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
cant rmb. one of the Les Choristes songs because i was listening to the playlist just now lols.

17. Do you have any nicknames?
ALOT. paper mountain, purple mountain, jie (XD) , (wait let me think, damn mood spoiled by freaking mother. (PMS IS IT DONT POUR IT ON ME LA I YOUR FXCKING PUNCHING BAG AH FXCK) =.= awesomeness (LOL) , my username (shall not say) , CSS (XD) .

18. What does the newest text message says and who is it from?
"maths and zhou ji. ------------- *back part not telling HAHAS. =.=*"

19. What time did you go to sleep last night?
12 + i think. =.=

20. Are you currently happy?
NO. FXCK IT.

21. Who gives you the best advice?
no one? wait. steph, huiyin, all my awesome friends. ♥

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
i dont even HAVE whipped cream, let alone from a CAN. =.=

23. Who did you talk to on phone last night?
laopa ;D

24. Is something bugging you right now?
YES. FREAKING ATTITUDE ADN ANGER PROBLEM IN MY FAMILY. LITERALLY EVERYONE. =.=

25. Who is the last person to make you laugh?
cant rmb. huiyin i think. hahas thankyou (:

26. Do you like yourself?
N+O=NO

27. Do you think you are stupid sometimes?
NO I THINK IM STUPID ALL THE TIME FXCK

28. Who is your best friend?
♥ huiyin ♥ steph ♥ kay ♥ t.eunice ♥ liling ♥ jiamin ♥ enqi ♥ huiling ♥ some others i cant think of now.

29. What will you do if you like that boy?
run away

30. Who are your favourite stars?
♥ enjx, acjc ♥

31. You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?
YES.

32. Do you had even stead before?
WTF NO

33. what type of boy do you like?
dont know

34. Now are you single/attached?
single duh

*FXCK YOU NOW IM EVEN MORE PISSED BECAUSE OF MY FXCKING SISTER*

Pass this tag to 10 people.

1. WHY wu huihui ♥
2. stephanie ♥
3. enqi ♥
4. ratana :D
5. zoelle :D
6. kay ♥ :] (hehes copied form your blog XD)
7. elaine :D
8. zoe :D
9. hidayah PEPSI BUDDY ♥
10. hsuwen ;D


1. Would you date number 5?
ehs, NO?? not lesbian la lol.

2. Number 2 just got in a car crash. How do you react?
shocked untl like crazy woman.

3. You see number 9 with your boy/girlfriend. What do you do?
she wouldnt. she has her own crush, LOLS.

4. You come home and your room has been ransacked by number 4.
hahas does she even know where i live? (this quiz is getting ridiculous. =.=)

5. Number 1 is acting weird.
ask what happened lo. =.= hahas.

6. Numbers 3 and 8 decide to give 10 a haircut.
3 doesnt know 8 and 1o; 10 will run away XD

7. Number 7 brought a tickets for him/her and you to go to a concert.
Fantasy Concert ?! SURE LET'S GO XD

8. Number 10 takes you to a bar.
ahas she wont. underaged sia. XD

9. Number 4 has to move to the other side of the world.
ehs, sorry to sound unkind, but... bon voyage ^^ ... ><'' XD

10. You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason.
run halfway then turn around and ask the police, "WHAT THE HELL DID WE DO ?!"

11. Number 7 and you are sitting on the couch watching a movie when he/her wrap his/her arm around you.
... wait until we meet XD

12. Number 5 asks you out to dinner.
where will we meet? LOLS. literally.

13. Number 9 and you are sitting on a bus.
FASTER FASTER CAMWHORE !! done forget our special and unforgettable prop, PEPSI !! XD ♥

14. Number 6 calls you in the middle of the night because he/she can't sleep.
her midnight or my midnight? LOLS XD if it's her midnight, i dont mind (: if it's my midnight, please le the next day be a non-school day XD [extra: DAYDREAM PLEASE COME TRUE !! XD but i forgot what it was... X:]

15. Your walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind.
laugh. LOLS XD

16. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has dumped them.
you still have WZ ;D XD and me. ♥ (:

17. Number 2 offers to bake you a meal.
sure, if i ever meet you... lols. (:

18. Number 4 just got you an X-Box.
a million thankyou-s till i die and continue thanking you. XD

19. Number 9 challenges you to a children's card game!
BRING IT ON XD it's more fun hanging out with friends anyways. ^^ ;D

20. Number 1 thinks he/she's overweight.
YOU PASS YOUR NAPFA YOU CALL YOURSELF OVERWEIGHT ?! LOLS XD JOKE-OF-THE-DAY AH XD .

21. Number 2 asks you rudely to go leave her/him alone.
be shocked because she's hardly that rude, and leave her to be by herself. wont talk to her either. unless she talks. that's how i am.

22. Numbers 5 and 3 decide to throw a surprise party for you.
for what occasion? THANK YOU A MILLION TIMES TO THESE 2 WUZUN LOVERS XD ♥

23. Number 6 decide to dye their hair black.
personally, i would say NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO , but if you want to, then up to you. it's your choice. (:

24. Number 2 tells you he/she is going to go out for a while, and then later you hear about a shooting where 2 went.
you should have called me along, then i die with you.

25. You catch number 9 by him/herself, crying.
what happened? dont cry my dear pepsibuddy senior... T.T ♥

26. Numbers 1 , 3 , 5, and 6 all tackle you at once...
there had better be a good reason or i'll get ACJC to team up with me and counter-tackle them. XD

DONE. ^^

ON HIATUS. (:

tagged by ratana (:

RULE 1
You can only say Guilty or Innocent.

RULE 2
You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!

Now, here's what you're supposed to do... And please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 (or so XD) of your friends to answer this. Then see what happens.

--

Asked someone to marry you?
Innocent

Kissed one of your Facebook friends?
Innocent

Danced on a table in a bar?
Innocent

Ever told a lie?
Guilty

Had feelings for someone whom you can't have back?
Innocent

Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
Guilty HAHAS WHEN I WAS YONGER XD (my mum la -.-)

Kissed a picture?
HAHAS JUST DID IT TO SAY GUILTY XD

Slept in until 5 PM?
Innocent

Fallen asleep at work/school?
Guilty XD (obviously when there wasnt any lessons)

Held a snake?
Innocent

Been suspended from school?
Innocent

Worked at a fast food restaurant?
Innocent

Stolen from a store?
Innocent

Been fired from a job?
Innocent

Done something you regret?
Guilty -- ALOT OF TIMES

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
Guilty? if im not wrong. HAHAS XD

Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
Innocent ):

Kissed in the rain?
Innocent

Sat on a roof top?
Innocent

Kissed someone you shouldn't?
Innocent

Sang in the shower?
Guilty XD

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Innocent

Shaved your head?
Innocent !!

Slept naked?
Innocent (WTF)

Had a boxing membership?
Innocent

Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
Innocent

Been in a band?
Guilty (SCHOOL BAND XD but quitted. HAHA)

Shot a gun?
Innocent

Donated blood?
Innocent

Eaten alligator meat?
Innocent

Eaten cheesecake?
Guilty (:

Still love someone you shouldn't?
Innocent

Have/had a tattoo?
Innocent

Liked someone, but will never tell who?
Innocent??

Been too honest?
Guilty. i think.

Ruined a surprise?
Guilty?? not sure. hahas. -.-

Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you can't walk afterward?
Innocent

Erased someone in your friends list?
Guilty

Dressed in a woman's clothes (if your a guy) or man's clothes (if your a girl)?
Innocent. man-styled (tomboy) clothes, NOT man clothes. ... (x

Joined a pageant?
Innocent

Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
Innocent T.T

Had communication w/ your ex?
Innocent

Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
Innocent

A total stranger treat you by paying your jeepney/tricycle fare?
Innocent

Get totally angry that you cried so hard?
Innocent??

Had loads of trouble spelling guilty while filling this is in ?
Innocent.

The people I tag:

- Stephanie
- Enqi
- Kay
- Huiyin
- Michelle
- yunyan (if can)
- hsuwen (if can)

done ^^

the next quiz from michelle - when i return from hiatus XD

YO. XD

watched Ice Age 3 at Jurong Point today. laughed like crazy. XD i wanna watch Transformers !! XD lols (: oh and i bought a new schoolbag ^^ yays. i hope people dont laugh at me. esp eden they all. ass -.- whatever.

anyways, i shall do these 2 quizzes (in my next post) before i offically leave this blog on hiatus. hahas. -.-

people please continue to tag/spam/whatever (:

BYE. (:

ONE MORE DAY.

...

hahas.

sigh, late liao. thanks steph mei and xiaohuimei (now can use that XD) for spamming my blog by request XD i will reply tags (if have) and obviously the spams on sunday night, i think. hahas. depends, if my homework is done, and i return early from the movies. XD

Question:

TRANSFORMERS 2 OR ICE AGE 3 ?? XD

hahas, see you (if there's anybody) tomorrow night then. ^^

p.s. steph, dont need to miss me la. im not all that. hahas. if you reply, then i will confirm reply one. see when i can online la. lols. i doubt anyone will know anyways. im limitng myself to very little. hahas.

PEOPLE, PLEASE CONTINUE TO TAG XD -- ok bye. (:

i need to straighten my life.

get it on the right track.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that i've cried
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall...

- Everytime We Touch
Cascada

Donna toki mo sasaete kureta warai naita nakama e
Kokoro komete tada hitotsu dake okuru kotoba wa arigatou

To my friends, who always supported me, who I laughed and cried with
I’ll give you just one word, from the bottom of my heart: thank you

- One Love

Arashi

doushita no? to kyuu ni kikareru to “uun. nandemo nai”
sayounara no ato ni kieru egao watashi rashikunai
sinjitai to negaeba negau hodo nandaka setsunai

When asked, "whats wrong?"
I answer, "its nothing."
The smile that disappears after goodbye; it’s unlike me
The more i wish to believe in you, for some reason it hurts even more...

- Flavor of Life
Utada Hikaru

cheortae meomch'uji anhneun dejavu

the neverending dejavu...

- Deja Vu

SS501

Caresse sur l'océan
Porte l'oiseau si léger
Revenant des terres enneigées
Air éphémère de l'hiver
Au loin ton écho s'éloigne
Châteaux en Espagne
Vire au vent tournoie déploie tes ailes
Dans l'aube grise du levant
Trouve un chemin vers l'arc-en-ciel
Se découvrira le printemps

Caresse sur l'océan
Pose l'oiseau si léger
Sur la pierre d'une île immergée
Air éphémère de l'hiver
Enfin ton souffle s'éloigne
Loin dans les montagnes
Vire au vent tournoie déploie tes ailes
Dans l'aube grise du levant
Trouve un chemin vers l'arc-en-ciel
Se découvrira le printemps
Calme sur l'océan...

Cherish on the ocean
Carry the so light bird
Ghost of the snow-covered grounds
Transitory air of the winter
To far your echo moves away
Castles in Spain
Transfer with the wind whirls spreads your wings In the gray paddle of raising
Find a way towards the rainbow will be discovered spring

Cherish on the ocean
Pose the so light bird
On the stone of an immersed island
Transitory air of the winter
Finally your breath moves away
Far in the mountains
Transfer with the wind whirls spreads your wings In the gray paddle of raising
Find a way towards the rainbow
Will be discovered spring
Calm on the ocean...

- Caresse sur l'océan
Les Choristes

O nuit, viens apporter à la terre
Le calme enchantement de ton mystère
L'ombre qui t'escorte est si douce
Si doux est le concert de tes voix
chantant l'espérance
Si grand est ton pouvoir transformant tout en rêve heureux

O nuit, ô laisse
encore à la terre
Le calme enchantement de ton mystère
L'ombre qui
t'escorte est si douce
Est-il une beauté aussi belle que le rêve ?
Est-il de vérité plus douce que l'espérance ?

O night, come to bring
to the ground
The calm enchantment of your mystery
The shade which you
escort is so soft
If soft is the concert of your voices singing the hope
If large is your capacity transforming all into happy dream

O night,
o still leaves with the ground
The calm enchantment of your mystery
The
shade which you escort is so soft
Is a beauty as beautiful as the dream?
Is it of truth softer than the hope?

- La Nuit
Les Choristes

to be continued...
another time.

♥

tagged by kay (♥) to do this (x

Do you have any condoms in your room?
HELL NO

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
NO. LOLS.

What are you listening to?
the "dingdingding" sound on msn whenever kay messages me XD

Who was the last person you laid on a bed with?
MYSELF HAHAS XD

Are you wearing any make up right now?
no.

When was the last time you laughed really hard?
good question. i dont know either. maybe never. LOLS. -.-

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
ALOT OF THEM XD (some people should know what i mean XD)

Have you ever been nice to someone who treated you like crap?
i think so. yeah. basically MY CLASS. i think. yeah. urgh -.-

Do you think that you have made a difference in someone's life?
no. im transparent. -.-

Ever felt like you're not good enough?
EVER SINCE I WAS BORN

Do you miss anyone?
HELL YEAH

Can you recall the last time you liked someone a lot?
i doubt so. like as is bfgf then I DONT EVEN HAVE ONE. like as in artistes then I CANT REMEMBER. XD but it's still going on XD

Anyone of the opposite sex been on your mind lately?
yeah whenever i see THEM. XD

Are you nice to everyone?
i think so. LOLS. -.-

Have you kissed more than ten people this year?
ehhs, NO. -.-

Do you currently have any hickeys?
WTF EWW. obviously NO. *shit this*

Has a rumor been spread about you?
yeah duh. =.=

Is your hair straight or curly?
WAVY (like kay XD)

Last person you shared food with?
HOW'D I KNOW I DONT HAVE SUPER MEMORY. =.= besides, NOW GOT H1N1 HOW TO FREAKING SHARE FOOD. __''

Was your last kiss drunk or sober?
WTF IS THIS ?! *pissed*

Is it hard for you to be happy for someone else?
maybe. lols.

What do you usually do right when you wake up?
CHECK MY PHONE (SAME AS KAY !! XD)

Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
MAYBE XD

How do you feel about girls smoking?
"they're retarded as fuck" - kay; I AGREE !! XD

Your ex says they never even liked you, you say?
*smack him in the face* HAHAS XD idk seriously.
-.-
Who was the last person to tell you they love you?
NO SUPER MEMORY HERE

Did anyone see your last kiss?
dammit this question is ridiculous.

Three hours ago were you touching a person of the opposite sex?
dont remember a hell

Be honest, do you like people in general?
kinda

What's the last movie you watched?
EEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR..........wall-e ?? LOLS DISNEY CHANNEL !! XD

How old do you want to be when you have kids?
when it's the right time. -.- stupid.

Have you talked to a complete jerk today?
yeah, THIS QUIZ.

Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
nope, partly because of THIS DAMN QUIZ.

DONE. SHEESH !! =.=

DAMN THIS FREAKING QUIZ, but did it for the sake of kay. HAHAS just because she did my quiz. XD LOLS XD crazy already la. -.-

HIP FINISHED !! XD * might not be going to school tomorrow, see first. -.- * steph, online tonight? nevermind then if youre not. anyways im almost used to you not being online already. hahas? -.- maybe i shouldnt be online tonight. -.- (said something about that @ frhgloba1.)

listening to haengbok over again to cheer me up (hopefully) . no idea why im sad anways. HAHAS. -.- posting some lyrics later ;D

tagged by dear enqi from fb to do this :D
hahas the people listed here will be from my links list ;D - otherwise people i know. XD

*note: some of the names are chosen by my friend XD

Name a friend from A-Z.

A - ashley
B - beatrice
C - cheryl
D - darren (cousin)
E - eerong
F -
G -
H - huiyin
I - isabel
J - jiamin
K - kay
L - liling
M - meena (wtf?!)
N - natalie
O -
P - petrina
Q - qi (yuqi)
R - ratana
S - stephanie
T - tingjia
U - una
V - vanessa (choir)
W - wanlin
X -
Y - yunyan
Z - zoelle

1) Can R and T be togther?
LOL NO

2) What is F fav no.?
no f

3) Does H have a pet?
ehhs real life, no. in her dreams, all the pokemon she like and want XD

4) Is A a female or male?
female

5) How is Y related to you?
friends HAHA XD

6) Do you have B's no?
yupp (:

7) Do you love anyone in the list of those names?
DUH. my friends (some la.) ROCK XD ♥

8) Does W have a crush on you?
EHHS NO?! EHH SHE NOT LESBIAN LA

9) Does S know who you have a crush on?
yeah. XD i think almost ALL my friends know !! XD

10) Whats Q fav drink?
ehhs... lemon tea?! LOLS. (x

11) Does D have a mobile phone?
ah DUH. -.- LOLS XD

12) Is J a christian or a buddhist?
ehhs, free-thinker. ^^

13) Does N know any secret about you?
er... no? LOLS.

14) Whats E's hobby?
fahrenheit, BOF, aaron, anything else?? IDK !! XD

15) Where is Z now?
somewhere... hahas. (;

16) What is X's school?
no x

17) Is C your future stead?
GO AND DIE NO !! i am NOT les!! D: LOLS XD

18) Whats O's name?
no o

19) Does Y have any siblings?
yepp. (:

20) Does R read mechanical stuffs?
ehh... no?? lols (:

21) When is F's birthday?
no f

22) When is J's wedding anniversary?
NOT MARRIED YET !! XD

23) Is G considered as your most beloved friend?
no g

24) Do you owe anyone money in the list of names here?
NO

25) Do you want T to be part of your family?
ehhs, what do you think? LOLS, no. -.-

26) If you were to marry P, will you?
HELL NO NOT A LESBIAN. -.-

27) Would you kiss anyone on the list on their cheek?
ehhs... hehes, maybe. XD

Does G have an umbrella?
no g

29)Is Y a begger?
HELL NO. -.-

30) Would you kill anyone on the list?
er... depends XD

31) Where does P lives?
clementi (:

32) Does M likes gardnening?
ehhs... no. how i know la -.-

33) Does L have MSN?
YES !! XD

34) Where does H work at?
doesnt work -.-

35) How big is E's school?
er... ok la. LOLS

36) Have you been to C's house before?
nope. -.-

37) What is the aggregate score for T for his/her PSLE?
how i know la -.-

38) Does X have a blog?
no x

39) What is the Colour of M's school bag?
blue -.- suck la. it can actually be the same as wanjie's?! LMAO

40) Is red the fav. colour of F?
no f

done. XD

this quiz will be done again on facebook. XD

Question: Ever thought how gaining and losing affects one's life?

Friends

it's good that one is making friends with other people; it makes you a more sociable person. you have more people to share your joy with. heres the problem.

friends share your joy;
good friends share your joy and problems;
best friends share your joy and problems, and go through (almost) every moment of it with you.

the problem is, if you hang out with the same few friends each time, you're bound to get left out occasionally, or even eventually.

to be contd.

friends.

steph, guess what. i bet you didnt know (obviously -.-) that i had no best friend when i was in primary school (except for 1) ?? i only realised my primary school friends how close they were to me, only after my graduation. i had less than 10 close friends during that time (primary 5 & 6 ??) , until either some came to be my friend (hardly) or i went up to them (even lesser) .

in secondary school, it was even "better". the start of last year (1st year) was okay, i managed to make a number of friends. all was fine until the second half of the year, where something happened. i became an easy target to get bullied at. i cried about 5 times because of it (sometimes i tried to hold it) , and that time, i only had 2 or 3 friends who helped me through. this year, everything was fine, but i cried again because i was afraid they wouldnt forgive me. (i wasnt even in the wrong in the first place -.-) i started to just do my own thing and try to ignore them, unless they talked to me. i hardly ever made the move to talk to them unless necessary. oh, and guess what. i NEVER went to the class table in the canteen AT ALL (that's where the whole school would usually gather, at their class table(s).) . actually, i did. but since january till now, i've only been at my class table for 15 MINUTES out of 6 MONTHS. then i had an ex-schoolmate in my class, and i started talking to her. soon, i had my small group of friends. but sometimes, i'm alone, for one reason (i think) because i only have them to hang out with. even though i have that small group of friends with me now, i bet none of them truely understand how i feel. and until now, this still remains the same.

conclusion: a good friend is always there for you, but when something bad between you and a friend happens, the best person to trust is yourself. however a best friend is one that goes through thick and thin, rain or shine with you, and hardly leave you alone.

not sure how you feel about that though. anyways this was what i went through, and that's my definition of a friend.

i guess i'll be posting again later.

hahas, hi. (:

[i ♥ my new blogskin. XD]
[bon voyage stephanie ♥ , again. XD]
[enqi, dont 一脚踏那么多船。choose one only la. the other one i take, ok? LOLS XD]
[zoelle and kay, thanks for the videos, i ♥ them. XD]
[i'll share 2 videos here, since im bored (and not doing homework) and theyre funny. XD]
[thanks for chatting with me, kay ♥ (: we'll continue dreaming, till it comes true !! ;D]
[the videos are below, then followed by the rest of this post. XD]





now...,
let's start from June. (:

Happy Birthday !! ^^

5/29 - 虎牙
11/6 - 阿本
21/6 - 이민호 LMH
24/6 - Esther
1/7 - 이특 SJ-LT & 林宥嘉
5/7 - 小煜
6/7 - Grace
7/7 - 김상범 KSB/김범 KB [♥edited 7/7, credits yunyan's blog]

nothing much now. so, byes. (: p.s. tag, people. (;

hi. (:

took me quite some time to finish editing my blog, and until now, it's still not completely done =.= working on the music here before i go... (:

(oh, and i just realised that from now onwards i have to post a bit more colour, or else my blog will look quite plain. =.= hahas.)

but the window loading is SUPER slow =.=

sian. forget it. actually wanted to reorder, but i guess i'll have to do it tmr. =.=

20 mins to 3, i guess i'd better finish this asap and zao. hahas. (:

bon voyage steph ((: will miss you ((:

RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. *sigh...*

idk why m feeling like this, but i just felt like doing it. sigh...

ok... here i go.

1. read history chapters 1 to 5, not done.
2. find art, not done.
3. video convertion, not done.
4. reply tags, later, so, not done.
5. stop being so emo, when will it ever be done.
6. create nice(r) pictures, not done.
7. use steph's pictures in forum, i shall do it now. ... done.
8. make huiyin's name, again, not done.

i guess there's nothing else? sigh. hahas. oh, i need new pictures so that i can edit them... sigh. hahas. =.=

replied.

Elaine :: hahas, i saw it on facebook. didnt really believe it, so i went to frhgloba1 to double-check. when i realised that it really was your birthday, i immediately sent you your greetings. (:
ratana :: hahas thanks (:
y.y. :: hahas thanks for reading mine. (: there was once where i really thought i was dead. hahas. actually it was mainly because i didnt give my link to most of my classmates, so hardly anyone came. hahas. (:
Steph :: hahas (: i know you do read mine (: er... it's mainly busier because im bored? lols. and come to think of it, this is the best place to pour my feelings out.
kay :: hahas yeah (: i envy him. my friend told me earlier today that she couldnt go out tomorrow, so there went my chance of watching it tomorrow. =.=
BabyMichiie :: hahas hi (: thanks for coming (: i sound like you just visited a shop. =.= welcome (:
HIDAYAH :: YEAH I WILL MISS YOU TOO ~ D; soon, ok. but, latest by NEXT YEAR. HAHAS XD btw GANBATTE FOR "N" LEVELS !! ;D
blazing-inferno :: walao name long seh. XD hihis(: YEAH !! tag more la XD hahas added you as friend le (; ehh so art, how ah? lols
HUIER:D :: THANKYOU !! (x hahas just keep on finding, sure can find the right one de. (;
Steph :: steph ~ hahas thanks. glad you liked it (: AWESOMENESS RULES XD

** tags replied, and finally done. (: sian. oh well, wait for my next update then. (trying to smile...*poof*) (:

rawr. kinda had the urge to blog again. hahas. (:

just helped steph revive her blog, and now im bored. chat on plurk, but nth to do =.= i'd rather chat on fb lols. (:

sigh. sian, tmr must chiong homework, then monday free even if ad says she cant go out, resulting in huiyin and i cannot go out, and all 3 of us cant watch transformers 2.

speaking of transformers 2, I WANNA WATCH IT ASAP !!!!!!!!!!!! and harry potter. hahas (:
I CANT BELIEVE THAT EVEN JIRO ALR WATCHED THAT SHOW !! ><'' lols, im going crazy. (:

ahhh. i want their C.C. Lemon ad. XD and seriously, C.C. Lemon IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO FREAKING NICE !!!!!!!!!! XDXDXDXDXDXDXD ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ it's like actual delicious lemon juice, with just the right amount of gas in it, like the one that 100+ has. HAHAS XD

im bored.

i think i'll buy nicholas teo's 4th album? the songs are quite nice. (: and i also bought his 3rd album before, and didnt realise that that was the special thankyou (i think) edition for fans? lols. (:

boo. hahas (:

shall post in point form again. lols. (:

1. tuition again at 4.30.
2. want to eat green bean soup !! HAHAS later. XD
3. facebook, but nothing to do =.=
4. maybe i'll visit enqi's blog ^^ ♥
5. felt weird today before leaving the house. lols?
6. hahas, maths tuition teacher wasnt free to teach us today, ended up having a relief teacher. guess what. she as late for 30 MINUTES. hahas. she said that the MRT was TOO SLOW ?! LOLS ?! hahas.
7. maybe i'll find some ways to edit some pics lter aft visiting enqi's blog? lols. (:

done. ^^

hi people if there is even any (:

first of all, ISNT MY BLOG DEAD. i bet no one comes here anymore, because if they do, then they should tag and lt me know that this blog isnt dead at all. =.=

anyways, this wont be a blogging blog anymore (soon) , but it will still be here. because..., it will be used for other purposes. duh. =.= HAHAS XD

i dont know what to write already... so see this blog soon. XD

WTF CAN IMAGINE A GRANDMOTHER QUARRELLING WITH A MAID
WTF MY GRANDMOTHER JUST QUARRELLED WITH MY MAID LIKE WTF
WTFHELL IS THEIR PROBLEM
LUCKY THIS IS ONLY FIRST TIME OTHERWISE IF THIS IS THE FXCKING WHO-KNOWS-HOW-MANY-TIMES THEN I CONFIRM RUN OUT OF THE HOUSE AND NEVER RETURN I TELL YOU

TALKING ABOUT THE FXCKING SAME DAMN THING OVER AND OVER AGAIN - ESPECIALLY TO ME - YOU THINK IM YOUR RANTING PERSON IS IT ?! TELL ME ALL THOSE IN A SCOLDING VOICE LIKE WHAT, IM IN THE FXCKING WRONG IS IT?? SCOLD ALR SOMEMORE STILL STAY IN THE HOUSE WASTE THE HOUSE PHONE BILL AND CALL DK WHICH CRAPSHIT PERSON AND RANT ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED IN THE HOUSE AND WANNA MAKE MY EARDRUMS BURST IS IT ?! FUCK LA !! DUN WANT TO SEE THE PERSON THEN DUN BE IN THE PLACE THAT THE PERSON IS LA !! PEOPLE ONLY GOT 1 FXCKING TYPICAL FLAT TO STAY IN, ALR LIVING WELL UNTIL YOU CAME EVERY NOW AND THEN AND ALWAYS SHOUT. WHO CARES WHO YOU SHOUTING AT, YOU THINK NICE TO HEAR AH?! PPL ONLY GOT 1 HSE THEN BO BIAN STAY. BUT YOU HAVE 2 FXCKING HOMES TO LIVE IN WTF. THE OTHER ONE IS A TERRACE SOMEMORE. YOU GO THERE NEVER SCOLD BUT COME HERE SCOLD, THEN WHY YOU STILL FXCKING COME HERE ?! PPL WANT A PEACEFUL LIFE BUT IF YOU DONT WAT THEN DONT SPREAD YOUR FXCKING MISERY TO OTHERS LA WTF !! SOMEMORE SINGAPORE IS NOT YOUR ONLY PLACE TO STAY; CAN GO MALAYSIA AND CHINA SOMEMORE. IF HERE NOT HAPPY, THEN GO SOMEWHERE ELSE LA !! EXPENSIVE SO WHAT ?? THE BEST THING YOU ARE GOOD AT IS SPEND MONEY WHAT. GO LA WHY STAY HERE AND MAKE YOUR LIFE AND PPL'S LIFE MISERABLE ?! WHAT'S BEST IS THAT WHEN YOU FXCKING STOP, PPL THINK THAT OVER LIAO. PEOPLE MIND PEACEFUL LIAO, THEN YOU START SHOUTING AGAIN WTF THAT IS WORSE LA FXCK.

I GOT PIANO SOON SO BYES TO THE PEOPLE WHO READ THIS BLOG, IF THERE EVER IS ANY

argh.

bored. before i continue my un-submitted holiday homework, i shall reply my OH-VER-DUE tags.

replied.

HIDAYAH ~ HI XD PEPSI BUDDY !! i still havent take picture with you yet... T.T
steph ~ hahas what do you think? did i overcome it? lols. that one i cant remember. lols.
ashley^^ ~ HI !! XD im fine (: you? i hope everyone's fine ^^
hsuwen ~ HI XD er... cant tell. XD HAHAS YES YOU ARE [GOING TO BE] FAMOUS !! XD
zOhyEE ~ HAHAS HI !! XD idk, i think i changing again XD
Jirofan ~ hahas hi (: oh i see ^^ hahas ok !! thanks for visiting (: btw, may i know wht's your user in that forum? hehes
steph ~ HAHAS STILL THINKING XD
♥;kaijun ~ hahas hi i relink you even before you tell me lor. XD
huiyin aka inferno ~ HAHAS OK LA XD but i might shift. lols (:
Steph ~ HAHAS SORRY !! i tried to online while in china lols (:
♥;kaijun + kaijun:D ~ HAHAS HIHI THANKS FOR TAGGING WAH YOU
SO FREE WORHS TAG ME SO OFTEN !! XD
Steph ~ because you online so late at night when im already asleep. HAHAS XD
BabyMichiie ~ hahas hi XD hahas np (: er... not sure about the happy one... hahas. XD
Elaine ~ haha HI !! XD yupp (: hahas ok (: oh, so you added me on facebook... HAHAS SORRY !! im a blurblock. XD

-all unlinked are now linked. XD-

*zoelle ~ hahas hi XD hahas really. thanks (:

the pretty lady who said she'd be online today isnt here, yet.
i might have to accept the fact that not everything and everyone can be trusted (not saying that you cant) ...
or maybe i shouldnt take these things so seriously...

whatthehell is wrong with me.

p.s. seriously, I NEED TO CRY !!

somebody tell me why i feel like crying.

sheesh, what's wrong with my life.

I HEART THE NEW IE XD

p.s. I NEED NEW USER IDEAS ... HAHAS.
p.s. again shannon (if youre reading this) are you free on sunday? you and qi watch hannah montana HAHAS. sunday night

HAPPY FATHERS DAY.! ♥

hihis. (: esp to SHANNON YEO YI LIN ;D

guess what. im moving soon. soon this place wont be of much use anymore, i guess. finally i updated. steph must be wondering why XD anyways i guess wretch is coming XD hahas.

BORED LIKE SHIT.

byebyes. XD (:

hahas, just helped steph finish her blog IN BLOGGER. (:

i.want.wretch.but.i.cant.find.a.suitable.username.T.T

lols(:

sigh, 2 more days. oh well. i had better enjoy myself there. hahas (:

byebye(:

reply tags another time. (:

shutting down soon.

WHY THE HELL IS EVERYONE DELETING THEIR BLOG(S)

ive got the memory of an ahma and ahgong's -.-

hahas, haircut and straightened hair today ^^ XD
i tell you, my straightened hair is NICE.
at least better than my original hair la -.-
it's so guaiguai ;DD

have freaking tuition later. -.-
should i pon choir tmr?

lalas.

will edit later. i guess. lols. (:

sorry hidayah D;

RAWR.

I HATE CTSS WHY DO THEY HAVE SO MANY FXCKING THINGS THAT ARE LAST MINUTE AND UNPLANNED WELL?! TMR GOT SMO, WED GOT CHOIR (AND BLOODY MRS WONG WANTS ME TO SELL 3 FXCKING TICKETS WHEN IM NOT EVEN ATTENDING THE FXCKING CONCERTS !!) , THURS MUST REPORT BACK TO SCH FOR FXCKING HIP, AND IM FLYING OFF ON SATURDAY. GONE FOR ONE WEEK, THE FOLLOWING WEEK RETURN THE WHOLE WEEK MUST GO BACK TO SCHOOL FOR FXCKING HIP AGAIN. HOW TO COMPLETE MY BLOODY HW?! TO ADD ON, MY TUITION IS NOT EVEN SETTLED. AND ALL MY TEACHERS CAN NEVER GIVE ME A CONFIRMED TIMING AT THE FIRST ANNOUNCEMENT. THEY CAUSE MY PLANS TO BE SMASHED INTO A FXCKING MILLION PIECES AND EXPECT ME TO SETTLE EVERYTHING BY MYSELF. WHY IS MY LIFE LIKE THIS ?! FXCK MY LIFE AND CTSS . I WANNA DIE.

i have to relax and arrange my time VERY WELL. shit ctss , shit my life.

to cheer things up, I HAVE A PEPSI BUDDY ;DD

p.s. no comments from my parents PLEASE.

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This hue has an aura of mystery and intrigue. The purple person is enigmatic and highly creative, with a quick perception of spiritual ideas. Purple is often preferred by artists. People who like to consider themselves different from the common herd or unconventional often prefer purple. You are often generous and, at times, charming. Purple is also associated with wit, keen observation, super sensitivity, vanity and moodiness. Because purple is a combination of red and blue, which are opposites in many ways, you often have conflicting traits. You are constantly trying to balance those opposites -- the excitement of red with the tranquillity of blue. It has been said that purple people are easy to live with but hard to know. You can be secretive, so that even when you seem to confide freely, your closest friends never completely understand you.

lols. whats enigmatic. lols my vocab suck la. hahas, the italic words are SOOOOOOO TRUE.

OMG i LOVE ♥ JIRO'S NEW HAIRSTYLE !! HIS BANGS SOOOOO CUTE !! ♥ ~ ♥♥

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shall blog another time. hahas. ... lols. (:

[edited/added]
my mum wants my blog link. i wonder what for. sigh.

feeling moodless, or sad. idk why im sad, i think it's become my natural feeling. didnt blog for some time. maybe i should close it. sigh. idk why but im wondering am i emo because of steph? lols she said she was gonna be emo soon. ... im retarded.
wth holiday and i have to go back to school tmr and tues. sian. and oral was yst, the first day of holiday. retarded. =.=

agm tmr. must get into the right mood, to cry. havent cried for some time, i hope i can cry some tmr, and leave some for movies. lols. =.= but tmr still got practice -.- anws then tues is SMO but piano cancelled. wanna learn cerfvolant vois sur ton carasse momo bu hui ai and others but v ps to ask my teacher. i mad la. bo bian, just keep waiting lor. =.= im chao ji retarded.

leaving on saturday for beijing. i hope i can enjoy there. heard that end of year going korea again. v long nvr go liao. wanna enjoy the cold weather again, cos japans autumn/winter weather rocks. lols.

who can make me happy? what can make me happy? what must i do to keep myself happy? i seriously hate myself when im emo. i feel at a loss and dk whatthehell to do. (luckily i dont spill bad words when im emo.) sometimes i think, whythehell am i living? what and why am i living (for) ? whats my purpose in life? i feel that im only putting on a fake smile just to show people that im happy (the way i am) , when im actually not geniunely happy inside. people know how i feel, but i doubt they know how to fix it.

i feel like ignoring the world. im a nobody anyway. whats my existence.

oh, and guess what. i can never smile. believe me. when im not smiling, my mouth looks like it's frowning. when im smiling, my smile is straight. eg below.

not smiling , :( . smiling , :l .

retarded and weird right ? sigh. ...
oh well. im off to drown in my emoness. buhbye.

p.s. "i" might be posting , "again" . lols .