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This hue has an aura of mystery and intrigue. The purple person is enigmatic and highly creative, with a quick perception of spiritual ideas. Purple is often preferred by artists. People who like to consider themselves different from the common herd or unconventional often prefer purple. You are often generous and, at times, charming. Purple is also associated with wit, keen observation, super sensitivity, vanity and moodiness. Because purple is a combination of red and blue, which are opposites in many ways, you often have conflicting traits. You are constantly trying to balance those opposites -- the excitement of red with the tranquillity of blue. It has been said that purple people are easy to live with but hard to know. You can be secretive, so that even when you seem to confide freely, your closest friends never completely understand you.
lols. whats enigmatic. lols my vocab suck la. hahas, the italic words are SOOOOOOO TRUE.
OMG i LOVE ♥ JIRO'S NEW HAIRSTYLE !! HIS BANGS SOOOOO CUTE !! ♥ ~ ♥♥
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shall blog another time. hahas. ... lols. (:
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my mum wants my blog link. i wonder what for. sigh.
feeling moodless, or sad. idk why im sad, i think it's become my natural feeling. didnt blog for some time. maybe i should close it. sigh. idk why but im wondering am i emo because of steph? lols she said she was gonna be emo soon. ... im retarded.
wth holiday and i have to go back to school tmr and tues. sian. and oral was yst, the first day of holiday. retarded. =.=
agm tmr. must get into the right mood, to cry. havent cried for some time, i hope i can cry some tmr, and leave some for movies. lols. =.= but tmr still got practice -.- anws then tues is SMO but piano cancelled. wanna learn cerfvolant vois sur ton carasse momo bu hui ai and others but v ps to ask my teacher. i mad la. bo bian, just keep waiting lor. =.= im chao ji retarded.
leaving on saturday for beijing. i hope i can enjoy there. heard that end of year going korea again. v long nvr go liao. wanna enjoy the cold weather again, cos japans autumn/winter weather rocks. lols.
who can make me happy? what can make me happy? what must i do to keep myself happy? i seriously hate myself when im emo. i feel at a loss and dk whatthehell to do. (luckily i dont spill bad words when im emo.) sometimes i think, whythehell am i living? what and why am i living (for) ? whats my purpose in life? i feel that im only putting on a fake smile just to show people that im happy (the way i am) , when im actually not geniunely happy inside. people know how i feel, but i doubt they know how to fix it.
i feel like ignoring the world. im a nobody anyway. whats my existence.
oh, and guess what. i can never smile. believe me. when im not smiling, my mouth looks like it's frowning. when im smiling, my smile is straight. eg below.
not smiling , :( . smiling , :l .
retarded and weird right ? sigh. ...
oh well. im off to drown in my emoness. buhbye.
p.s. "i" might be posting , "again" . lols .
