HIHI(:

today math olympiad was fun(:
realised that daniel is DAMN SMART,
and brandon is OMG.
dont EVER make him do those eyes.
i think i almost vomitted like wenjie... HAHAS!(:
zenda took the pics, credits to her(:
we were like laughing all the way!~ (:


picture:

sry gotta tilt your head a little.
sigh i think thats all for today.

OH YEAH!!

next week NO MATH OLYMPIAD (YAY!!) , but got MATH AMAZING RACE. =.=''
gotta run around the whole school again =.=''

OH YEAH,

S.M.O. stands for...

Smack Me Outta-here -- LOL!(:

ok bb(:

this shall be a green post. (:

GO GREEN !! :D

support earth hour, although alr too late.
but, SAVE THE EARTH WHENEVER YOU CAN !! (:
the earth will appreciate it. (:

earth hour: 28/3 , 8.30pm - 9.30pm

i wanna support, but like my mum would.
but we were eating dinner outside during that period,
so yeah that shld be ok(:

so yeah, (cousin) jie's leaving for california on saturday, for 1 year.
sigh, so that means next year cny will not be seeing her...
bon voyage!!(:

yeah, and todays (cousin) KOR'S BIRTHDAY !!! :D
so...,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOR !!
do well for next years o lvls k? (:

yeah and next wk,
LAO PA'S COMING BACK !! (:
which means no more sleeping at 12 +(+),
including weekends.
sadded.
hes taking the same flight as my grandmother, currently away on hol,
which means...,
YAY NO NAGGING !!! :D:D

sigh yy not online today.
cos i just rmb she went to the msia fantasy concert.
I WANT PICS !!!
LOL HAHAS:D

oh and brandon and i came up w/ some new acronyms:
FOFL and DOFL !! :D HAHA(:
it means fall on floor laughing and drop on floor laughing !! LOL! (:

oh yeah i have a new mei:
HUIYIN!!! :D
wo shi ni da jie(:
DUN LEAVE ME!!! T.T
lols(:

ok really late le i wanna go offline le bb(:

1. i feel that my blog is dead.
2. either that or,im using the com too much ...
3. or, nobody tags.
4. i miss enqi, huiling, jiamin, and all others.
5. im like an invisible person, right?
6. i doubt anybody can be bothered about me.
7. its either im emo now, or its because of pms.
8. when can i migrate to somewhere with peace and serenity?
to huiyin and zilin : i am NOT YOUR MOTHER.
9. ive got a few words to say: SI BEI BUAY TAHAN SI BEI BUAY SONG LIAO.
10. although my blog is so colourful (posts) , it does not represent my life at all.
11. lastly, i thought of these few words last night.
12. how can i get back to my original self.

{无能为力} -
- How i wish time could just stop here. My worries all disappear, pure serenity and relaxation. All my emotions mixed together, causing eruptions of tears and frustrations and emptying my heart out. At that moment, i felt free, liberated from all those stress and unhappiness in my life. I close my eyes and entered my fantasyland, only to be awakened from it, realising that everything was only an illusion, a dream; the real nightmare had only just begun.

Arashi

OUMAIGAWSH !!!!!!!

IFOUNDITIFOUNDITIFOUNDITIFOUNDITIFOUNDITIFOUNDITIFOUNDIT !!!
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

hehes picture not taken by me. lol(:

HEY(:

wow very long nvr update. even if i did i wouuldnt reply my tags... seeing so many tags just kinda added on to my frustration... hahas but keep on tagging(: so now i shall reply all my unreplied tags HAHA i sound so long-winded(: OH BTW, DL camp was FUN !! (: the bbq was nice :D , wah emman torturing us ah. ask us go then return pumping, go return pumping, go return pumping. want us to die ah. lols anw we found samanthan and haneesah(?) anw. (: oops forgot that im supposed to reply my tags haha(:

REPLIES:

VAN ~ HI ! thx haha(:
Zenda ;D ~ you too ! (:
Vanessa ~ hehes hi ok thx, linked (:
Wanlin ~ HI(: ok thx LOL yeah ok(:
Enqi ~ HAHA YAY?! TYVM xD yeahs ok! okies muz discuss ... HAHAS(: lol haha nvm, i understand what youre writing, i think. HAHA :D yeah HAHA ME TOO !! ♥ cappucino truflle ROCKS(; yupp AI JIU ZHAI YI QI rocks too yeah(: haha random(: yupp precisely why i chose this font! HAHAS(:
ELIZ ~ HELLO:D TAG MORE ~ (:
y.y. ~ haha YAY(: wow why am i saying that. HAHA!(:
huiling ~ hehe ty(: lol nvm thx(: ok relink le LY2♥ we (you, me, enqi) muz meet up tgt! imyou all man D: lol heehees thx(: YAY to HUILING too! hahas nvm(: YOU TOO JYs! HAHAS LOL xD
aNn` ~ HI thx(:
Enqi ~ LOL YES YOU HAVE(: otherwise what were you doing?! HAHAS lol yeah CONGRATS YOU HAVE MASTERED IT! xD lols need improvement! you jumbled up your words LOL ;D
beatrice ~ hahas nvm thx tho(:
BRENDA:D ~ hahas thx(:
y.y. ~ hahas YAY (again!) (: i think i wil say YAY whenever you tag THAT HAHA(: dosent matter, go ahead(:
ADELINE! ~ LOL i didnt. you saw that yourself! hahas chill(: lols its like a come-and-go feel(-ing). HAHAs ♥ me?! LOLs(:
Jiamin ~ HIHI(: okies relink le(: ♥LY MEI;D

WHOO. finally done(: wow its gonna be 12.30 am le. i gtg slp. ok bb(:
p.s. i miss japan Dx

OMG HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY ZENDA !! ♥
by just a few minutes. LOL(: anw HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZENDA DUN EMO ANYMORE CHEER UP!! (:

conclusion: I AM DAMNED PISSED WITH MY LIFE.

I HATE MY BLOODY DAMNED SISTER. DAMN YOU YOU GO DIE LA. FXCK YOU.

HAHA YAY TODAY IS Y♥Y♥Y♥Y :D
went vivo today, walked around and received jacq, yi shan, hidayahs msg saying HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ME :D ate sakae sushi @ harbourfront, ate Häägen-Däzs Cappucino Truffle ♥ and bought a shirt both @ vivo(: ♥ CAPPUCINO TRUFFLE ROCKS!!~ :D:D

UH-OH.
late le, gtg sleep, will update soon. TY TINGJIA for reminding me(:

*DAMN. pics only update on friday onwards, as they are with my mum. AND its my mother's order(s) to only get it on friday., so, happy waiting. :D

I'M 14 ALREADY YAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~
LOL I JOINED A CLUB ON MY BDAY! :D

yeah.

took off the f-ing post as its just for me to vent my anger, and it was supposed to be removed on that day, but didnt use the com/lap until today. and also partly because i slept at 9+ last night. like, finally.! monday to thursday night each day 5+ hours of sleep only, then last night 10 HOURS MAN! but still tired. LOL!(: omg 爱就宅一起 juz finished and 默默 juz melted my heart. <3

anw about that f post. beatrice - it was to tell you how much i can use the f word when im f-ing pissed. enqi - you got it wrong, im not angry at beatrice (my senior) , im just informing her smth. furthermore, i was angry at someone else. LOLits mixed up(:

WOW. nvr blog for long time le. shoot. ca failed geog, didnt manage to get all b3/a2/a1. oh well i shall strive to get that for sa1!(: LESS THAN 1 HOUR TILL 15.3!!(: HAHA(:

-- i wanna cry, crycrycrycrycry like a crybaby and cry it all out. but theres nth much. HAHA im weird man. LOL(:

REPLIES:

y.y. ~ oh ok... LOL YOURE BACK(:
Enqi ~ HIHIHIHIHI!! LOL blogskin is search de then cbox is i edited it myself(: lol ok YEAH YOU SHALL NOT EMO, but i might. HAHA LOL!(: ILY2 ♥ oh yeah and you gao3 cuo4 le... i wrote it on top. IMY ~~
Shirlyn ~ HEY OK!(:
Ashley^^ ~ HEY ASHLEY!! (: oh OK SURE! (: HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY ! (:
beatrice ~ HI!! yes tag there(: YAY TAG MORE ;D LOL YEAH you didnt do anything. read on top to find out what happened. (:
BRENDA:D ~ HI THX(:
Ivy O ~ LOL early leh THX!(:

HAHAHAHAHA im not gonna show that f post. it was only supposed to be temporary, but yeah. no time to take it off? lol, no la its because yst i slept DAMN EARLY. LOL FINALLY(: and also because, enqi mistook what i meant. lol? haha sry beatrice you didnt do anything wrong la(: sigh, im not at home now, so ill post when im at home. yeah. HAHA? lols!(: bb. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY!!! ♥
we discuss the date ok? cos i quite busy... sigh. lols(:

btw this is scheduled to be posted at 12mn 11.3.09.
cos, I GOTTA SLEEP & DO MY HW. -duh-
lols?, . ok bb(:

OH YEAH JOSHUA YOU ARE SOOOO DEAD.

btw this text is in a rainbow coloured format because:-
1. reminds me of last week's rainbow ♥
2. it's a coincidence. (:

OMG ToGetHer*SUPERSTAR EXPRESS ROCKS !! ~ ♥
-&- B-BOY PIKACHU ~~ ♥ 阿緯
-&-&- CIRCUS 狗仔隊 ~~~ ♥

mesmerizing. almost 100% flawless. so not my life; so not me. sadded Dx

sigh, chi test 1 qs nvr finish. not confident to get 75 and above. sigh, muz get at least 68. *PLS!*
math ca (test) got a1, lit also got a1. ms tnee say i better than melvin :D:D

-- school is just getting more and more depressing. D'x

REPLIES:

y.y. ~ but now youre not D'' rmb email me ~ ! (: yes i did(: ok but you
also like nvr update? lol? (:
angelica ~ HELLO:D oh oh nvm(: YEAHYEAH(: im still having tuition there,
english. ... LOL (:
xiaoVANZ ~ HELLO :D thx, link le. (:
y.y. ~ oh nvm(: you too!(: when wanna online rmb to email me(: eh... remind
me again then i explain? haha..., yeah. LOL ;D
huiyin ~ thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou (:

YYAY 10 MORE DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY ♥♥♥

“难过就哭吧。哭，不是罪。”
-- can i do it?

i wanna cry. i cant cry.
i wanna sleep. i cant sleep.
i wanna scream. i cant scream.
i wanna jump down. i cant jump down.
i wanna tell someone how i feel. i cant tell someone how i feel.

WHY, why cant i. because something's stopping me from doing so.
i cant get it free. im stuck.
can anyone help me??

HELP.

HI.

im posting quite often, mainly because i feel like posting, but also end up forgetting what i wanna post, =.='' and that blogging is like my way of "venting my anger" W/O USING BAD WORDS, or like de-stress like that la. therefore, my posts can be read starting from feb 8 (管家女!) and/or feb 9. damn.

so now, its my life thats killing me, kns. shall i let it kill me, or let it let me live.
sigh, whatever. gonna do hw now. BYE. haha...? ... =.='' (:

T.T OH YEAH, sry adriana, esther and eunice. i went crazy, like i said. maybe i'll be better tmr.

oh yeah again..., anybody got any sad / touching movies to recommend? i want/need those. and post has no colour cos im emo., DUH. -.-'' T.T

so..., yeah. BYE.

wherever had my happiness went...

the smile, the laughter,

so free...

i feel like crying.

is that the only way i can stop this unhappiness?

besides, after crying, it will still return.

what can i do to release this stress?

its killing me...

whattheheck am i gonna do..

someone please help me...

倔强到最后 变成阵风各奔西东

雨像眼泪 暗自汹涌

我相信天空一定也很痛

雨是眼泪 很想坠落

可惜地上挤满笑容 哪里有空

♥ 雨是眼泪

♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY QI ~
dun say i nvr wish you hor. (:

有時候 我想

你會不會把你曾帶走的愛
在告別之前用微笑全歸還。。。

在遊樂園裡

赤裸裸的失落 一目了然的痛 和我對你那深深的愛
讓我無法說 我的眼淚 是因為吹風而造成的

在遊樂園裡

我 只像個摩天輪 靜靜地等著誰會來到
當你 降臨我懷中 我的心 就開始邊孤單的跳 邊想著

再一圈 再飛一圈就好 那無助的眼神 還沒有依靠
我多想 伸出雙手給你 一個緊緊擁抱 但我做不到
再一圈 再陪陪你就好 讓你可以揚起我 沉重的嘴角
不怕你的眼淚 讓我的心生銹 遊樂場打烊後 誰會知道

再一圈 再飛一圈就好 你那寂寞的手心 还在等誰打擾
我寧願 交換所有給你 给你一個緊緊擁抱 哪怕就一秒
再一圈 再陪陪你就好 讓你可以記得 我頭髮的味道
就算我走不到 你的天涯海角 這瞬間已足夠 天荒地老

你走了之後 好想對你說
我愛你還沒愛夠 你卻要我放手

可是 你一定要相信 我們對彼此的愛 依然美麗
你一定不能放棄 做夢的勇氣
因為 蒸發後的回憶 總會變成水蒸氣。。。

好想對你說
當你在國境之南 乘坐著遊樂園裡的孤單摩天輪中
你應該被珍惜 而我會一直在你旁邊 當你的最佳聽眾

和 跟你說的最後一句
我愛你
我永遠愛你

YAY MONDAY AND YST MRS SIA IN CTSS!! OMGYAWSH MAN!!

but not transferring =.='' WALAO EH IF TRANSFER MUZ BE MY SCIENCE TEACHER!!!

apparently joshua also knows mrs sia.. (:

oh, saw jason and jeremy today sitting at the stairs. weird... just walked past. hope the nvr see me. HAHAS XD striked cos not really important, just stating what happened. =.='' im lame...

oh yeah yst music lesson damn funny :D

mr lim: "melvin you next time open shop ah, sell fresh ... *pause*"

me: "cock."

-= me, eunice and mr lim (and mr ang i think) were laughing like crap, [: =-

mr lim: " AH not i say one ah!"

freaking funny la, (:

I ♥ IT MUSIC !! (:

back to today. (:

Home Econs boring ... felt like sleeping cos quite tired .. doodled w/ esther to past time(:

starting to like lollipop. (: L O L L I P O P ! ! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HIDAYAH!! ♥
your present will come soon(:

REPLIES;

Isabella ~ THX!(: but havent recovered YET ... =.='' ly2(: * and zenda and a1
peeps EXCEPT HAO LIE HAHA! :D
y.y. ~ ok updated too blog FIXED ALR!(: yupp
its NICE MAN(: go internet watch la? i watched from internet de(: ONLINE PLS?!
(:
hidayah ~ HIDAYAH!!(: hahas. valentine day present? oh gave you alr ..
birthday present coming up latest next week!(:
huiyin ~ HELLO!! thankyou thankyou ok OK will link you aft this!(:
ashley^^ ~ of course i got blog!(: hahas i see ppl blog then saw
your link. shoot, forgot. i go check again then link you ok? HAHAS!(: imy junior
T.T'' HAHAS(:
yuqi ~ is CHANGE. y? z. cos i like la
=.='' not nice then not nice lor, you say not nice i say nice, cannot meh?? lol
OF COURSE YOU SAY NOT THEN I KILL YOU AH(:

1. boon chong's name the BOON, backwards is actually NOOB. COOL xD
2. finally posted again for both blogs!(:
3. yy shld i make SPRiNGLOVER♥ public?(:
4. i think i shall copy yy (sry!) and include a picture for every post to describe ... whatever. (:
5. LWS OFFICIALLY SUCKS.! adeline youre right. (:

6. my blog is dying?

7. i cant go for Homecoming Day ... T.T

okay, quite some time nvr post alr, so...

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY PEOPLE !!! ♥

anyways, THANK YOU to those people who gave me presents(:
yours will come soon(:

sigh, im feeling crazy again...
whatever.

shoot.
i forgot what i wanted to say., AGAIN. =.=''
oh well.
bb(:

ohyeah, YY COME ONLINE MAN, WAITED 2 DAYS LE...