er.

1. i feel that my blog is dead.
2. either that or,im using the com too much ...
3. or, nobody tags.
4. i miss enqi, huiling, jiamin, and all others.
5. im like an invisible person, right?
6. i doubt anybody can be bothered about me.
7. its either im emo now, or its because of pms.
8. when can i migrate to somewhere with peace and serenity?
to huiyin and zilin : i am NOT YOUR MOTHER.
9. ive got a few words to say: SI BEI BUAY TAHAN SI BEI BUAY SONG LIAO.
10. although my blog is so colourful (posts) , it does not represent my life at all.
11. lastly, i thought of these few words last night.
12. how can i get back to my original self.

{无能为力} -
- How i wish time could just stop here. My worries all disappear, pure serenity and relaxation. All my emotions mixed together, causing eruptions of tears and frustrations and emptying my heart out. At that moment, i felt free, liberated from all those stress and unhappiness in my life. I close my eyes and entered my fantasyland, only to be awakened from it, realising that everything was only an illusion, a dream; the real nightmare had only just begun.