haha im back. (;

ohmygosh. ToGetHer is damn touching. especially the last 2 episodes today. im watching it now and i feel like crying... but im not gonna cry, because i cant really cry as my sis is here =.= with my maid.. if i were to watch it alone, i think i confirm cry de. LOL. show start le haha bb(:

p.s. will reply tags after the show hehe(;

so i decided to post, again.

well it might (it had better be.) be the last post until after mye. gotta study...
*freak the math project and science ASSignment.*

so yeah. main purpose is actually to reply tags. lol.

replied.
y.y. Hi, thanks. (:
huiyin haha yup. (: tag more. (:
Ruth Hi, thanks. Linked you too. (:
y.y. yeah i actually forgot. lol. (:
huiling Hi(: lol you had better be guilty. jkjk(: link me soon girl(: er ok aft mye, enqi said. lol sure you too(:
Brandon aka small boy lols. try dofl or fofl ? hahas. (:
y.y. sama-sama (:
hsuwen HSUWEN ! hi. (: you bet he does. (:
Enqi oh nvm then ly2(:
huiling lol. nvm then. added le. yeah la you got how many reasons de. lols(: of course i did. (:
Shirlyn hi(:
hsuwen ok sure, if i rmb. lol stm. haha thx(:
beatrice yupp me too from my hse. but you morre lucky lor, you seen it 2 times leh. lol(: hahahahaha(:
Wanlin hi(:
Jesalin <3>hi thx(:
kaijun♥ hi(: nvm i linked you alr. (:
michelle hi(:
y.y. yeah you bet it does. and its gonna be more dead because my exams are coming. wish me luck. lols(: thankyou(:
maeying oh hi(: lol really... thx(: sure ive added you(: haha you kinda spelled my name wrongly... lols, its ok. (:
huiyin haha tag more lor. (: and why you break my chain. sad leh. lols. maybe i start a new one... no. like that then you can reply me. hahas lol.(:
hsuwen hi(: hahas. quite impossible. lol. (:
huiyin hi haha i decided to use another one. lol. (:

hahas. i guess im done. ok bb. (: rmb to continue tagging me. lols. and wish me
luck. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIAMIN DEAREST MEI !!! ♥

imy(:

edited on 30.4.09

HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY HUILING !!! :DD

hehes, 5 days late by mistake :x

first of all, HI. (:

wow., its been a long time since i blogged. REALLY long. so long that i think its been more than a month since i blogged?! lol.

HAHA I GOT IT FINALLY !! ;DD
but sigh why cant there be 2 same freebies... oh well. so far we've decided to leave it only for viewing !! hahas(:

sighs. I HATE SCHOOL. why must there be so many downs in life. first its studies. then its syf. whats next. my life?! if thats the case, and if it can stop all these unhappiness, PLEASE TAKE IT AWAY ??!! p.s. you never saw that statement.

OH btw, relink people !! (: as you can see, i have changed my url link to a SUPER LONG link. hahas. its actually go smth to do with my life, more or less that. yeah. sighs.

i sigh alot. lol.

OMG I HOPE I CAN DO WELL FOR MYE !! MUST DO WELL !! yunyan ( sounds nicer HAHAS[: ) wish me luck !! kambateh (:

lol hahas, just watched Arashi's Beatbox TV. and it made me realise something. i dont really show my real thoughts and feelings. i keep most of it to myself, causing myslf to be more upset and unhappy. sigh. any solutions anybody? lol, sighs.

oh well. nvm then. i shall just have to live with it, and hope it goes better. oh well, bb.! (:

oh and i shall reply my tags on the next post. haha lols. ok bb. (:

YEAH MY 100TH POST !! ♥

first of all i would like to say:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIYIN (WHY/XIAOHUIHUI) !! :D
have a happy 14th birthday!(:

next, shit carnival tmr. look on the bright side: ITS GONNA BE GONE !! (:
next up is SYF. this coming tuesday. 3 days left. next choir practice. 2 days left.
and guess what, i got 5 days of antibiotics and phlegm pills to finish. 4 per day. im so pro, lol. haha(:
sigh mye coming. muz do well.!! lol(: I WANNA GET MY THEORY RESULTS BACK T.T

wow theres alot of movies i wanna watch... shows too... sigh maybe i will watch them during the june holidays. sigh...

i think im gonna change my link., as soon as i have thought of one. should i change my skin? i deleted the html the other time and it took me like approximately half an hour to fix it. but even if i were to change, i wouldnt be able to find the right one... sigh.

bleh i think there are some other things i want(ed) to say but cant think of it currently, so most likely when i change my skin i will edit this post at the same time and add colour. lol(:

ok bb(:

**PS TAG MY BLOG , ITS KINDA DEAD. will reply tags when/while editing.

99th post!

Blog is dying...so,came to make it alive!Good news.100th post coming up!!Juz came to update a little.Gtg,its late.

Chiao.Love Fahrenheit always!<3!!!

HI(:

im currently blogging using my cousins lap; MacBook.

quite new... lol.

cousins sis: NO, its NOT new.

cousin: the model is old, but the lap itself is new.

cousins sis: but the keyboard is dirty~ it seems the lap -- CANCEL CANCEL !!

lmao.

currently listening to makes me wonder~( if i ever gave a ---- about you...)**

** to YOU KNOW WHO, that is not from my mouth, ITS THE LYRICS. blame MAROON 5, NOT ME. (:

going for tuition soon. sian.

macbook not exactly that sensitive... lol.

sigh actually wanna blog, then everytime i blog, no mood to blog anymore.

oh well. off to facebook now. bb(:

OMFG WHY ARE THERE SO MANY BITCHES IN MY LIFE ?!

having a mental AND emotional breakdown now...

CHOIR. WHATTHEFXCKING HELL IS WRONG WITH SMS-ING?!
CANT I JUST REPLY MY PARENTS WHAT TIME THEY WILL FETCH ME HOME ?!
IS THAT EVEN ILLEGAL TO YOU ?!
SUCH A SMALL SITUAION AND YOU GOTTA PUT ME IN THE FRONT ROW.
PLEASE LA. IF YOUR PARENTS WERE TO DO THAT TO YOU, HOW WOULD YOU FEEL?
YEAH CCA TIME LIKE I DONT KNOW. CANT I JUST CONTACT MY PARENTS FOR A SHORT WHILE, LIKE 5 TO 15 MINUTES ?? WHY, WASTE OF YOUR TIME IS IT ?? THEN IF YOU THINK THAT IM NOT SUITED FOR CHOIR THEN GO AHEAD, MAKE ME QUIT CHOIR FOR ALL I CARE !! FXCK YOU.

THERE IS A MISTAKE AND YOU KNOW IT VERYVERYVERYVERY WELL. YET YOU TIME AND AGAIN JUST USE YOUR MOUTH AND NAG ALL THE WAY, BUT DONT CARE A FXCKING HOOD WHO DID IT OR WHY OR HOW IT HAPPENED. LIKE WTF?! YOU THINK WE CAN IMPROVE THAT WAY?! I KNOCK YOUR BRAINS OUT AH!!

YOU. YOU THINK YOU KNOW EVERYTHING. YOU SO SMART COME AND BE SL LA! I'M NOT AN SL BUT I FEEL THE IRRITANCE. YOU THINK YOURE ALL THAT, WELL THEN DO IT WHILE YOU CAN!! SINCE YOURE SO SMART, USE YOUR BRAIN. THERE IS A PURPOSE FOR IT. oh, and FXCKING MIND YOUR FXCKING TONE, BITCH !!

PLEASE, EVERYONE OF US HAS A BRAIN FOR A REASON. CAN YOU PLEASE USE YOURS BEFORE IT ROTS?!

conclusion : zhishan + ctss - friends + family + tuition = FXCK, zhishan shall jump the building.

no comments about this please, especially YOU, you know who im referring to.

if you wanna comments, IM/MSN/SMS/EMAIL me. talk to me in person about this and i will hack you.

HIHI(:

today math olympiad was fun(:
realised that daniel is DAMN SMART,
and brandon is OMG.
dont EVER make him do those eyes.
i think i almost vomitted like wenjie... HAHAS!(:
zenda took the pics, credits to her(:
we were like laughing all the way!~ (:


picture:

sry gotta tilt your head a little.
sigh i think thats all for today.

OH YEAH!!

next week NO MATH OLYMPIAD (YAY!!) , but got MATH AMAZING RACE. =.=''
gotta run around the whole school again =.=''

OH YEAH,

S.M.O. stands for...

Smack Me Outta-here -- LOL!(:

ok bb(:

this shall be a green post. (:

GO GREEN !! :D

support earth hour, although alr too late.
but, SAVE THE EARTH WHENEVER YOU CAN !! (:
the earth will appreciate it. (:

earth hour: 28/3 , 8.30pm - 9.30pm

i wanna support, but like my mum would.
but we were eating dinner outside during that period,
so yeah that shld be ok(:

so yeah, (cousin) jie's leaving for california on saturday, for 1 year.
sigh, so that means next year cny will not be seeing her...
bon voyage!!(:

yeah, and todays (cousin) KOR'S BIRTHDAY !!! :D
so...,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOR !!
do well for next years o lvls k? (:

yeah and next wk,
LAO PA'S COMING BACK !! (:
which means no more sleeping at 12 +(+),
including weekends.
sadded.
hes taking the same flight as my grandmother, currently away on hol,
which means...,
YAY NO NAGGING !!! :D:D

sigh yy not online today.
cos i just rmb she went to the msia fantasy concert.
I WANT PICS !!!
LOL HAHAS:D

oh and brandon and i came up w/ some new acronyms:
FOFL and DOFL !! :D HAHA(:
it means fall on floor laughing and drop on floor laughing !! LOL! (:

oh yeah i have a new mei:
HUIYIN!!! :D
wo shi ni da jie(:
DUN LEAVE ME!!! T.T
lols(:

ok really late le i wanna go offline le bb(:

1. i feel that my blog is dead.
2. either that or,im using the com too much ...
3. or, nobody tags.
4. i miss enqi, huiling, jiamin, and all others.
5. im like an invisible person, right?
6. i doubt anybody can be bothered about me.
7. its either im emo now, or its because of pms.
8. when can i migrate to somewhere with peace and serenity?
to huiyin and zilin : i am NOT YOUR MOTHER.
9. ive got a few words to say: SI BEI BUAY TAHAN SI BEI BUAY SONG LIAO.
10. although my blog is so colourful (posts) , it does not represent my life at all.
11. lastly, i thought of these few words last night.
12. how can i get back to my original self.

{无能为力} -
- How i wish time could just stop here. My worries all disappear, pure serenity and relaxation. All my emotions mixed together, causing eruptions of tears and frustrations and emptying my heart out. At that moment, i felt free, liberated from all those stress and unhappiness in my life. I close my eyes and entered my fantasyland, only to be awakened from it, realising that everything was only an illusion, a dream; the real nightmare had only just begun.

Arashi

OUMAIGAWSH !!!!!!!

IFOUNDITIFOUNDITIFOUNDITIFOUNDITIFOUNDITIFOUNDITIFOUNDIT !!!
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

hehes picture not taken by me. lol(:

HEY(:

wow very long nvr update. even if i did i wouuldnt reply my tags... seeing so many tags just kinda added on to my frustration... hahas but keep on tagging(: so now i shall reply all my unreplied tags HAHA i sound so long-winded(: OH BTW, DL camp was FUN !! (: the bbq was nice :D , wah emman torturing us ah. ask us go then return pumping, go return pumping, go return pumping. want us to die ah. lols anw we found samanthan and haneesah(?) anw. (: oops forgot that im supposed to reply my tags haha(:

REPLIES:

VAN ~ HI ! thx haha(:
Zenda ;D ~ you too ! (:
Vanessa ~ hehes hi ok thx, linked (:
Wanlin ~ HI(: ok thx LOL yeah ok(:
Enqi ~ HAHA YAY?! TYVM xD yeahs ok! okies muz discuss ... HAHAS(: lol haha nvm, i understand what youre writing, i think. HAHA :D yeah HAHA ME TOO !! ♥ cappucino truflle ROCKS(; yupp AI JIU ZHAI YI QI rocks too yeah(: haha random(: yupp precisely why i chose this font! HAHAS(:
ELIZ ~ HELLO:D TAG MORE ~ (:
y.y. ~ haha YAY(: wow why am i saying that. HAHA!(:
huiling ~ hehe ty(: lol nvm thx(: ok relink le LY2♥ we (you, me, enqi) muz meet up tgt! imyou all man D: lol heehees thx(: YAY to HUILING too! hahas nvm(: YOU TOO JYs! HAHAS LOL xD
aNn` ~ HI thx(:
Enqi ~ LOL YES YOU HAVE(: otherwise what were you doing?! HAHAS lol yeah CONGRATS YOU HAVE MASTERED IT! xD lols need improvement! you jumbled up your words LOL ;D
beatrice ~ hahas nvm thx tho(:
BRENDA:D ~ hahas thx(:
y.y. ~ hahas YAY (again!) (: i think i wil say YAY whenever you tag THAT HAHA(: dosent matter, go ahead(:
ADELINE! ~ LOL i didnt. you saw that yourself! hahas chill(: lols its like a come-and-go feel(-ing). HAHAs ♥ me?! LOLs(:
Jiamin ~ HIHI(: okies relink le(: ♥LY MEI;D

WHOO. finally done(: wow its gonna be 12.30 am le. i gtg slp. ok bb(:
p.s. i miss japan Dx

OMG HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY ZENDA !! ♥
by just a few minutes. LOL(: anw HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZENDA DUN EMO ANYMORE CHEER UP!! (:

conclusion: I AM DAMNED PISSED WITH MY LIFE.

I HATE MY BLOODY DAMNED SISTER. DAMN YOU YOU GO DIE LA. FXCK YOU.

HAHA YAY TODAY IS Y♥Y♥Y♥Y :D
went vivo today, walked around and received jacq, yi shan, hidayahs msg saying HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ME :D ate sakae sushi @ harbourfront, ate Häägen-Däzs Cappucino Truffle ♥ and bought a shirt both @ vivo(: ♥ CAPPUCINO TRUFFLE ROCKS!!~ :D:D

UH-OH.
late le, gtg sleep, will update soon. TY TINGJIA for reminding me(:

*DAMN. pics only update on friday onwards, as they are with my mum. AND its my mother's order(s) to only get it on friday., so, happy waiting. :D

I'M 14 ALREADY YAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~
LOL I JOINED A CLUB ON MY BDAY! :D

yeah.

took off the f-ing post as its just for me to vent my anger, and it was supposed to be removed on that day, but didnt use the com/lap until today. and also partly because i slept at 9+ last night. like, finally.! monday to thursday night each day 5+ hours of sleep only, then last night 10 HOURS MAN! but still tired. LOL!(: omg 爱就宅一起 juz finished and 默默 juz melted my heart. <3

anw about that f post. beatrice - it was to tell you how much i can use the f word when im f-ing pissed. enqi - you got it wrong, im not angry at beatrice (my senior) , im just informing her smth. furthermore, i was angry at someone else. LOLits mixed up(:

WOW. nvr blog for long time le. shoot. ca failed geog, didnt manage to get all b3/a2/a1. oh well i shall strive to get that for sa1!(: LESS THAN 1 HOUR TILL 15.3!!(: HAHA(:

-- i wanna cry, crycrycrycrycry like a crybaby and cry it all out. but theres nth much. HAHA im weird man. LOL(:

REPLIES:

y.y. ~ oh ok... LOL YOURE BACK(:
Enqi ~ HIHIHIHIHI!! LOL blogskin is search de then cbox is i edited it myself(: lol ok YEAH YOU SHALL NOT EMO, but i might. HAHA LOL!(: ILY2 ♥ oh yeah and you gao3 cuo4 le... i wrote it on top. IMY ~~
Shirlyn ~ HEY OK!(:
Ashley^^ ~ HEY ASHLEY!! (: oh OK SURE! (: HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY ! (:
beatrice ~ HI!! yes tag there(: YAY TAG MORE ;D LOL YEAH you didnt do anything. read on top to find out what happened. (:
BRENDA:D ~ HI THX(:
Ivy O ~ LOL early leh THX!(:

HAHAHAHAHA im not gonna show that f post. it was only supposed to be temporary, but yeah. no time to take it off? lol, no la its because yst i slept DAMN EARLY. LOL FINALLY(: and also because, enqi mistook what i meant. lol? haha sry beatrice you didnt do anything wrong la(: sigh, im not at home now, so ill post when im at home. yeah. HAHA? lols!(: bb. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY!!! ♥
we discuss the date ok? cos i quite busy... sigh. lols(:

btw this is scheduled to be posted at 12mn 11.3.09.
cos, I GOTTA SLEEP & DO MY HW. -duh-
lols?, . ok bb(:

OH YEAH JOSHUA YOU ARE SOOOO DEAD.

btw this text is in a rainbow coloured format because:-
1. reminds me of last week's rainbow ♥
2. it's a coincidence. (:

OMG ToGetHer*SUPERSTAR EXPRESS ROCKS !! ~ ♥
-&- B-BOY PIKACHU ~~ ♥ 阿緯
-&-&- CIRCUS 狗仔隊 ~~~ ♥

mesmerizing. almost 100% flawless. so not my life; so not me. sadded Dx

sigh, chi test 1 qs nvr finish. not confident to get 75 and above. sigh, muz get at least 68. *PLS!*
math ca (test) got a1, lit also got a1. ms tnee say i better than melvin :D:D

-- school is just getting more and more depressing. D'x

REPLIES:

y.y. ~ but now youre not D'' rmb email me ~ ! (: yes i did(: ok but you
also like nvr update? lol? (:
angelica ~ HELLO:D oh oh nvm(: YEAHYEAH(: im still having tuition there,
english. ... LOL (:
xiaoVANZ ~ HELLO :D thx, link le. (:
y.y. ~ oh nvm(: you too!(: when wanna online rmb to email me(: eh... remind
me again then i explain? haha..., yeah. LOL ;D
huiyin ~ thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou (:

YYAY 10 MORE DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY ♥♥♥