i'm starting to feel that i'm DYING in front of my freinds...nobody semms to listen to me when i call them in class..juz realised that i was not important anymore in ANYBODY'S eyes, ever since the other time JIAXUAN INSULTED ME, did i then only realise my place in this world: NOWHERE. even if i were to be somewhere, I AM INVISIBLE. thats why i changed to tis blogskin - to remind myself not to appear too obvious in front of everybody, or else i will be ignored, which i ALREADY AM. anyway, whether they want to see me or not, its their choice. if i'm still invisible to them, then i will be invisible to them as long as it has to be. on the contrary, if i'm not invisible to them, those are THE PEOPLE WHO KNOWS HOW TO APPRECIATE MY EXISTENCE.

** & yx, I DO NOT MEAN HIM!!!

THANK YOU JIAMIN MEIMEI!!!!!!!!<333333333

'celebrated' my birthday with Mei on wednesday.met up at 1.30 and took mrt all the way to boon lay.at jurong point and ran all the way to gv.time was 1.50 and queued up for last minute tickets to watch LEAP YEARS.queued up until 2, including queueing to buy popcorn and drinks, cos mei wanted. bought spiderwick chronicles combo and went into the theatre.luckily show havent started yet.found out that the girl sitting 2 seats from my left is band senior, also watching leap years.NOTE: EVERYONE SHOULD CATCH LEAP YEARS AS IT IS SUPER NICE<3 btw the show is 2 hours :) anyway after that took mrt to JE and walked to popular to buy things.then suddenly saw that huang lei guy also there.tried to hide from him so that he does not see me.(that does not mean that i like him okayy.) then walked to JE to take neos.altogether $27,we kinda like shared the cost,somehow.so freakin fun. :) THANK YOU JIAMIN MEIMEI!!!!!!!!!!

:D / D:

finished camp liao...sad & happy larh, cos juz started to have fun then for all i knew, the camp was over.anyway we got to eat PIZZA today! yeah, so lame, but still gotta say.xP before that, we had foot drill. TORTURE man, down pumping for like altogether around 10 times. that Wei Lun guy and that "ish" guy siao ah. say if 1 person do wrong whole squad down pumping 5 times. whats more we are doing it on the road. so freakin' sharp, pain and rough, you tell us do pumping over there.you try for yourself larh. anyway moving on...the band conductor, Dr. Lee, treated us to pizza for afternoon tea break, 6 boxes of medium sized pizzas. sec ones got pepperoni and hawaiian, and also got to eat first.we eat finish and we go back, then the other band members and ccas came for their break. other ccas saw band eating pizza, told the teacher say why band can eat pizza and others cant.then (from what i heard),the teacher go and THROW AWAY ALL THE PIZZA INTO THE THRASH BIN. then only after the teacher throw away the pizza, which is also after the whole camp was over, melvin go and explain to the teacher why got pizza for us. talking bout melvin, another siao person, especially today. he keep on popping out of nowhere, ALWAYS from behind me!! almost scared to death by him arh..

=.=ll...

wakao. din wan to be dl but in the end, got selected. kns. wonder what they see in me lehs. Thursday came back from music wan go sci lab already then suddenly mdm roseza came to class say wan look for liyun, adeline, jiaxuan and me. Gave us a form say muz return by next day. wth. is a form for dl leadership training on this friday and saturday, my bday(=.=) and realised got selected as dl. anyway not going for the whole camp, leaving on friday night 8pm. got tuition on my bday lor. so suey.>_<

Yay! :)

yay i finally got my own blog :) think i not gonna tag anyone except for a few, not naming. haha lolxP