hi people if there is even any (:

first of all, ISNT MY BLOG DEAD. i bet no one comes here anymore, because if they do, then they should tag and lt me know that this blog isnt dead at all. =.=

anyways, this wont be a blogging blog anymore (soon) , but it will still be here. because..., it will be used for other purposes. duh. =.= HAHAS XD

i dont know what to write already... so see this blog soon. XD

WTF CAN IMAGINE A GRANDMOTHER QUARRELLING WITH A MAID
WTF MY GRANDMOTHER JUST QUARRELLED WITH MY MAID LIKE WTF
WTFHELL IS THEIR PROBLEM
LUCKY THIS IS ONLY FIRST TIME OTHERWISE IF THIS IS THE FXCKING WHO-KNOWS-HOW-MANY-TIMES THEN I CONFIRM RUN OUT OF THE HOUSE AND NEVER RETURN I TELL YOU

TALKING ABOUT THE FXCKING SAME DAMN THING OVER AND OVER AGAIN - ESPECIALLY TO ME - YOU THINK IM YOUR RANTING PERSON IS IT ?! TELL ME ALL THOSE IN A SCOLDING VOICE LIKE WHAT, IM IN THE FXCKING WRONG IS IT?? SCOLD ALR SOMEMORE STILL STAY IN THE HOUSE WASTE THE HOUSE PHONE BILL AND CALL DK WHICH CRAPSHIT PERSON AND RANT ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED IN THE HOUSE AND WANNA MAKE MY EARDRUMS BURST IS IT ?! FUCK LA !! DUN WANT TO SEE THE PERSON THEN DUN BE IN THE PLACE THAT THE PERSON IS LA !! PEOPLE ONLY GOT 1 FXCKING TYPICAL FLAT TO STAY IN, ALR LIVING WELL UNTIL YOU CAME EVERY NOW AND THEN AND ALWAYS SHOUT. WHO CARES WHO YOU SHOUTING AT, YOU THINK NICE TO HEAR AH?! PPL ONLY GOT 1 HSE THEN BO BIAN STAY. BUT YOU HAVE 2 FXCKING HOMES TO LIVE IN WTF. THE OTHER ONE IS A TERRACE SOMEMORE. YOU GO THERE NEVER SCOLD BUT COME HERE SCOLD, THEN WHY YOU STILL FXCKING COME HERE ?! PPL WANT A PEACEFUL LIFE BUT IF YOU DONT WAT THEN DONT SPREAD YOUR FXCKING MISERY TO OTHERS LA WTF !! SOMEMORE SINGAPORE IS NOT YOUR ONLY PLACE TO STAY; CAN GO MALAYSIA AND CHINA SOMEMORE. IF HERE NOT HAPPY, THEN GO SOMEWHERE ELSE LA !! EXPENSIVE SO WHAT ?? THE BEST THING YOU ARE GOOD AT IS SPEND MONEY WHAT. GO LA WHY STAY HERE AND MAKE YOUR LIFE AND PPL'S LIFE MISERABLE ?! WHAT'S BEST IS THAT WHEN YOU FXCKING STOP, PPL THINK THAT OVER LIAO. PEOPLE MIND PEACEFUL LIAO, THEN YOU START SHOUTING AGAIN WTF THAT IS WORSE LA FXCK.

I GOT PIANO SOON SO BYES TO THE PEOPLE WHO READ THIS BLOG, IF THERE EVER IS ANY

argh.

bored. before i continue my un-submitted holiday homework, i shall reply my OH-VER-DUE tags.

replied.

HIDAYAH ~ HI XD PEPSI BUDDY !! i still havent take picture with you yet... T.T
steph ~ hahas what do you think? did i overcome it? lols. that one i cant remember. lols.
ashley^^ ~ HI !! XD im fine (: you? i hope everyone's fine ^^
hsuwen ~ HI XD er... cant tell. XD HAHAS YES YOU ARE [GOING TO BE] FAMOUS !! XD
zOhyEE ~ HAHAS HI !! XD idk, i think i changing again XD
Jirofan ~ hahas hi (: oh i see ^^ hahas ok !! thanks for visiting (: btw, may i know wht's your user in that forum? hehes
steph ~ HAHAS STILL THINKING XD
♥;kaijun ~ hahas hi i relink you even before you tell me lor. XD
huiyin aka inferno ~ HAHAS OK LA XD but i might shift. lols (:
Steph ~ HAHAS SORRY !! i tried to online while in china lols (:
♥;kaijun + kaijun:D ~ HAHAS HIHI THANKS FOR TAGGING WAH YOU
SO FREE WORHS TAG ME SO OFTEN !! XD
Steph ~ because you online so late at night when im already asleep. HAHAS XD
BabyMichiie ~ hahas hi XD hahas np (: er... not sure about the happy one... hahas. XD
Elaine ~ haha HI !! XD yupp (: hahas ok (: oh, so you added me on facebook... HAHAS SORRY !! im a blurblock. XD

-all unlinked are now linked. XD-

*zoelle ~ hahas hi XD hahas really. thanks (:

the pretty lady who said she'd be online today isnt here, yet.
i might have to accept the fact that not everything and everyone can be trusted (not saying that you cant) ...
or maybe i shouldnt take these things so seriously...

whatthehell is wrong with me.

p.s. seriously, I NEED TO CRY !!

somebody tell me why i feel like crying.

sheesh, what's wrong with my life.

I HEART THE NEW IE XD

p.s. I NEED NEW USER IDEAS ... HAHAS.
p.s. again shannon (if youre reading this) are you free on sunday? you and qi watch hannah montana HAHAS. sunday night

HAPPY FATHERS DAY.! ♥

hihis. (: esp to SHANNON YEO YI LIN ;D

guess what. im moving soon. soon this place wont be of much use anymore, i guess. finally i updated. steph must be wondering why XD anyways i guess wretch is coming XD hahas.

BORED LIKE SHIT.

byebyes. XD (:

hahas, just helped steph finish her blog IN BLOGGER. (:

i.want.wretch.but.i.cant.find.a.suitable.username.T.T

lols(:

sigh, 2 more days. oh well. i had better enjoy myself there. hahas (:

byebye(:

reply tags another time. (:

shutting down soon.

WHY THE HELL IS EVERYONE DELETING THEIR BLOG(S)

ive got the memory of an ahma and ahgong's -.-

hahas, haircut and straightened hair today ^^ XD
i tell you, my straightened hair is NICE.
at least better than my original hair la -.-
it's so guaiguai ;DD

have freaking tuition later. -.-
should i pon choir tmr?

lalas.

will edit later. i guess. lols. (:

sorry hidayah D;

RAWR.

I HATE CTSS WHY DO THEY HAVE SO MANY FXCKING THINGS THAT ARE LAST MINUTE AND UNPLANNED WELL?! TMR GOT SMO, WED GOT CHOIR (AND BLOODY MRS WONG WANTS ME TO SELL 3 FXCKING TICKETS WHEN IM NOT EVEN ATTENDING THE FXCKING CONCERTS !!) , THURS MUST REPORT BACK TO SCH FOR FXCKING HIP, AND IM FLYING OFF ON SATURDAY. GONE FOR ONE WEEK, THE FOLLOWING WEEK RETURN THE WHOLE WEEK MUST GO BACK TO SCHOOL FOR FXCKING HIP AGAIN. HOW TO COMPLETE MY BLOODY HW?! TO ADD ON, MY TUITION IS NOT EVEN SETTLED. AND ALL MY TEACHERS CAN NEVER GIVE ME A CONFIRMED TIMING AT THE FIRST ANNOUNCEMENT. THEY CAUSE MY PLANS TO BE SMASHED INTO A FXCKING MILLION PIECES AND EXPECT ME TO SETTLE EVERYTHING BY MYSELF. WHY IS MY LIFE LIKE THIS ?! FXCK MY LIFE AND CTSS . I WANNA DIE.

i have to relax and arrange my time VERY WELL. shit ctss , shit my life.

to cheer things up, I HAVE A PEPSI BUDDY ;DD

p.s. no comments from my parents PLEASE.

Colours vs Your Real Identity :: Facebook

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This hue has an aura of mystery and intrigue. The purple person is enigmatic and highly creative, with a quick perception of spiritual ideas. Purple is often preferred by artists. People who like to consider themselves different from the common herd or unconventional often prefer purple. You are often generous and, at times, charming. Purple is also associated with wit, keen observation, super sensitivity, vanity and moodiness. Because purple is a combination of red and blue, which are opposites in many ways, you often have conflicting traits. You are constantly trying to balance those opposites -- the excitement of red with the tranquillity of blue. It has been said that purple people are easy to live with but hard to know. You can be secretive, so that even when you seem to confide freely, your closest friends never completely understand you.

lols. whats enigmatic. lols my vocab suck la. hahas, the italic words are SOOOOOOO TRUE.

OMG i LOVE ♥ JIRO'S NEW HAIRSTYLE !! HIS BANGS SOOOOO CUTE !! ♥ ~ ♥♥

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shall blog another time. hahas. ... lols. (:

[edited/added]
my mum wants my blog link. i wonder what for. sigh.

feeling moodless, or sad. idk why im sad, i think it's become my natural feeling. didnt blog for some time. maybe i should close it. sigh. idk why but im wondering am i emo because of steph? lols she said she was gonna be emo soon. ... im retarded.
wth holiday and i have to go back to school tmr and tues. sian. and oral was yst, the first day of holiday. retarded. =.=

agm tmr. must get into the right mood, to cry. havent cried for some time, i hope i can cry some tmr, and leave some for movies. lols. =.= but tmr still got practice -.- anws then tues is SMO but piano cancelled. wanna learn cerfvolant vois sur ton carasse momo bu hui ai and others but v ps to ask my teacher. i mad la. bo bian, just keep waiting lor. =.= im chao ji retarded.

leaving on saturday for beijing. i hope i can enjoy there. heard that end of year going korea again. v long nvr go liao. wanna enjoy the cold weather again, cos japans autumn/winter weather rocks. lols.

who can make me happy? what can make me happy? what must i do to keep myself happy? i seriously hate myself when im emo. i feel at a loss and dk whatthehell to do. (luckily i dont spill bad words when im emo.) sometimes i think, whythehell am i living? what and why am i living (for) ? whats my purpose in life? i feel that im only putting on a fake smile just to show people that im happy (the way i am) , when im actually not geniunely happy inside. people know how i feel, but i doubt they know how to fix it.

i feel like ignoring the world. im a nobody anyway. whats my existence.

oh, and guess what. i can never smile. believe me. when im not smiling, my mouth looks like it's frowning. when im smiling, my smile is straight. eg below.

not smiling , :( . smiling , :l .

retarded and weird right ? sigh. ...
oh well. im off to drown in my emoness. buhbye.

p.s. "i" might be posting , "again" . lols .

RAWR I HATE STEPH'S INTERNET !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BLEH THAT GIRL PISSES ME OFF.

copied from my cousin:

FUCK
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FUCK
FUCK
FUCK

:D

p.s. laopa, it's nothing. SERIOUSLY NTH. please dont call back home and start asking me about this ! hahas. ... im mad. yeah. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUNXIAN !! ;DD

hahas 1 year older napfa standard higher liao (;

jiayous ! ;D

came to a realisation 1 or 2 days ago.

- will never be happy.
- gain one, lose one.
- if you have something to complete, do it well regardless of whatever. (...)
- ------ friends are better than ---- friends, except for some.
- have a phobia of being happy (inside) .

next.

amanda -- steph , linh
jiamin -- yunxian
yunxian -- eunice
eunice , zilin -- huiyin , adriana
shirlyn -- huier , qiyun
yishan , yinghui -- hidayah , weilin
zenda , bella -- hsuwen , siewann

what else. sigh. ... lol. *sigh* .

tagged by dear hsuwen to do this quiz. XD

Your Life

1)How tall are you? 165cm
2)What's your weight? why should i say it out
3)Do you have short, medium or long hair? medium-long
4)Do you like make-ups? depends
5)When did you stop pissing in your bed? wtf
6)Would you rather eat or sleep? sleep
7)Would you rather cheat or steal? go and die
8)How long do you bathe? 10 mins +
9)What's your hobby? listening to music
10)Do you like ice-cream? yeah

Friends

[Primary]
1)Who is the prettiest? basically all the girls except me
2)Who is the most handsome? none all boys then were equally same hahas.
3)Who is the smartest? tenyee?, genius.
4)Who is the stupidest? wth no one la, all equally the same la
5) Who is the most popular girl and boy in class? all the talkative boys and all the clique girls
6)Who is well-liked by opposite gender? how'd i know
7)Which boy & girl you like the most? what the hell. let's see ALL THE SAME (i think)
8) Who is the most hated boy/girl? TOMMY KOH KIT SHAUN
9) Who is the most hyper person in class? some of the boys
10)Who makes you laugh a lot? cant rmb aiyo stm la

[Secondary]
1) Who is the prettiest? lots of them
2) Who is the most handsome? wtf =.= no answer
3) Who is the smartest? adeline, wan jie =.= melvin =.= zilin
4) Who is the stupidest? how'd i freakin' know
5) Who is the most popular girl and boy in class? sherine and eepin ba
6) Who is well liked by opposite gender? I DONT KNOW; NO ONE I GUESS
7) Which boy & girl are you the closest to? boy: shutup girl(s): ad & why
8) Who is the most hated boy/girl? MYSELF (have also dont tell you)
9) Who is the most hyper person in class? adeline, eerong (sry)
10) Who makes you laugh a lot? i doubt anybody does that

5 people to do this quiz :

- steph
- why
- jiamin
- anyone
- else

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MYE = FINISHED !!!!! XD
and btw steph, science was do-able XD
hahas, tell you more when youre online !! XD

沈春纬LIVE秀 ROCKS !! HAHA XD

FXCK. WHY CANT YOU JUST SHUT YOUR BIG FAT BLOODY UNEDUCATED MOUTH AND FXCK OFF. WHO ARE YOU TO FXCKING JUDGE ME. WHATTHESHIT ARE YOU. WAIT, I KNOW. YOURE JUST A FXCKING STINKY PIECE OF FXCKING UNEDUCATED FXCKING SHXT !! GO TO THE DUMPSTER AND SLEEP THERE LA, YOU BLOODY FXCKING BXTCH. YOU HAVE FXCKING NO RIGHT TO BE MY ----------- YOU FXCKING PIECE OF FXCKING STINKING FXCKING BULLSHXT !!!!! GAAHH GO DIE FASTER LA XSSHOLE FXCKER. PLEASE LA, DONT KNOW DONT ANYHOW SHOOT YOUR BLOODY FXCKING STINKY DIRTY MOUTH OFF. BXTCH. I DONT CARE HOW YOURE RELATED TO ME, EVEN MY MOTHER DOESNT TALK TO ME AND/OR SCOLDING ME LIKE THIS. FXCK YOUR LIFE OUTTA YOU, FXCKERBXTCH.

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yeah, happy mother's day. (=.='')

tags will be replied tmr due to SOMEBODY. kns.

haha im back. (;

ohmygosh. ToGetHer is damn touching. especially the last 2 episodes today. im watching it now and i feel like crying... but im not gonna cry, because i cant really cry as my sis is here =.= with my maid.. if i were to watch it alone, i think i confirm cry de. LOL. show start le haha bb(:

p.s. will reply tags after the show hehe(;