hihis. (: esp to SHANNON YEO YI LIN ;D

guess what. im moving soon. soon this place wont be of much use anymore, i guess. finally i updated. steph must be wondering why XD anyways i guess wretch is coming XD hahas.

BORED LIKE SHIT.

byebyes. XD (:

hahas, just helped steph finish her blog IN BLOGGER. (:

i.want.wretch.but.i.cant.find.a.suitable.username.T.T

lols(:

sigh, 2 more days. oh well. i had better enjoy myself there. hahas (:

byebye(:

reply tags another time. (:

shutting down soon.

WHY THE HELL IS EVERYONE DELETING THEIR BLOG(S)

ive got the memory of an ahma and ahgong's -.-

hahas, haircut and straightened hair today ^^ XD
i tell you, my straightened hair is NICE.
at least better than my original hair la -.-
it's so guaiguai ;DD

have freaking tuition later. -.-
should i pon choir tmr?

lalas.

will edit later. i guess. lols. (:

sorry hidayah D;

RAWR.

I HATE CTSS WHY DO THEY HAVE SO MANY FXCKING THINGS THAT ARE LAST MINUTE AND UNPLANNED WELL?! TMR GOT SMO, WED GOT CHOIR (AND BLOODY MRS WONG WANTS ME TO SELL 3 FXCKING TICKETS WHEN IM NOT EVEN ATTENDING THE FXCKING CONCERTS !!) , THURS MUST REPORT BACK TO SCH FOR FXCKING HIP, AND IM FLYING OFF ON SATURDAY. GONE FOR ONE WEEK, THE FOLLOWING WEEK RETURN THE WHOLE WEEK MUST GO BACK TO SCHOOL FOR FXCKING HIP AGAIN. HOW TO COMPLETE MY BLOODY HW?! TO ADD ON, MY TUITION IS NOT EVEN SETTLED. AND ALL MY TEACHERS CAN NEVER GIVE ME A CONFIRMED TIMING AT THE FIRST ANNOUNCEMENT. THEY CAUSE MY PLANS TO BE SMASHED INTO A FXCKING MILLION PIECES AND EXPECT ME TO SETTLE EVERYTHING BY MYSELF. WHY IS MY LIFE LIKE THIS ?! FXCK MY LIFE AND CTSS . I WANNA DIE.

i have to relax and arrange my time VERY WELL. shit ctss , shit my life.

to cheer things up, I HAVE A PEPSI BUDDY ;DD

p.s. no comments from my parents PLEASE.

Colours vs Your Real Identity :: Facebook

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This hue has an aura of mystery and intrigue. The purple person is enigmatic and highly creative, with a quick perception of spiritual ideas. Purple is often preferred by artists. People who like to consider themselves different from the common herd or unconventional often prefer purple. You are often generous and, at times, charming. Purple is also associated with wit, keen observation, super sensitivity, vanity and moodiness. Because purple is a combination of red and blue, which are opposites in many ways, you often have conflicting traits. You are constantly trying to balance those opposites -- the excitement of red with the tranquillity of blue. It has been said that purple people are easy to live with but hard to know. You can be secretive, so that even when you seem to confide freely, your closest friends never completely understand you.

lols. whats enigmatic. lols my vocab suck la. hahas, the italic words are SOOOOOOO TRUE.

OMG i LOVE ♥ JIRO'S NEW HAIRSTYLE !! HIS BANGS SOOOOO CUTE !! ♥ ~ ♥♥

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shall blog another time. hahas. ... lols. (:

[edited/added]
my mum wants my blog link. i wonder what for. sigh.

feeling moodless, or sad. idk why im sad, i think it's become my natural feeling. didnt blog for some time. maybe i should close it. sigh. idk why but im wondering am i emo because of steph? lols she said she was gonna be emo soon. ... im retarded.
wth holiday and i have to go back to school tmr and tues. sian. and oral was yst, the first day of holiday. retarded. =.=

agm tmr. must get into the right mood, to cry. havent cried for some time, i hope i can cry some tmr, and leave some for movies. lols. =.= but tmr still got practice -.- anws then tues is SMO but piano cancelled. wanna learn cerfvolant vois sur ton carasse momo bu hui ai and others but v ps to ask my teacher. i mad la. bo bian, just keep waiting lor. =.= im chao ji retarded.

leaving on saturday for beijing. i hope i can enjoy there. heard that end of year going korea again. v long nvr go liao. wanna enjoy the cold weather again, cos japans autumn/winter weather rocks. lols.

who can make me happy? what can make me happy? what must i do to keep myself happy? i seriously hate myself when im emo. i feel at a loss and dk whatthehell to do. (luckily i dont spill bad words when im emo.) sometimes i think, whythehell am i living? what and why am i living (for) ? whats my purpose in life? i feel that im only putting on a fake smile just to show people that im happy (the way i am) , when im actually not geniunely happy inside. people know how i feel, but i doubt they know how to fix it.

i feel like ignoring the world. im a nobody anyway. whats my existence.

oh, and guess what. i can never smile. believe me. when im not smiling, my mouth looks like it's frowning. when im smiling, my smile is straight. eg below.

not smiling , :( . smiling , :l .

retarded and weird right ? sigh. ...
oh well. im off to drown in my emoness. buhbye.

p.s. "i" might be posting , "again" . lols .

RAWR I HATE STEPH'S INTERNET !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BLEH THAT GIRL PISSES ME OFF.

copied from my cousin:

FUCK
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FUCK
FUCK
FUCK

:D

p.s. laopa, it's nothing. SERIOUSLY NTH. please dont call back home and start asking me about this ! hahas. ... im mad. yeah. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUNXIAN !! ;DD

hahas 1 year older napfa standard higher liao (;

jiayous ! ;D

came to a realisation 1 or 2 days ago.

- will never be happy.
- gain one, lose one.
- if you have something to complete, do it well regardless of whatever. (...)
- ------ friends are better than ---- friends, except for some.
- have a phobia of being happy (inside) .

next.

amanda -- steph , linh
jiamin -- yunxian
yunxian -- eunice
eunice , zilin -- huiyin , adriana
shirlyn -- huier , qiyun
yishan , yinghui -- hidayah , weilin
zenda , bella -- hsuwen , siewann

what else. sigh. ... lol. *sigh* .

tagged by dear hsuwen to do this quiz. XD

Your Life

1)How tall are you? 165cm
2)What's your weight? why should i say it out
3)Do you have short, medium or long hair? medium-long
4)Do you like make-ups? depends
5)When did you stop pissing in your bed? wtf
6)Would you rather eat or sleep? sleep
7)Would you rather cheat or steal? go and die
8)How long do you bathe? 10 mins +
9)What's your hobby? listening to music
10)Do you like ice-cream? yeah

Friends

[Primary]
1)Who is the prettiest? basically all the girls except me
2)Who is the most handsome? none all boys then were equally same hahas.
3)Who is the smartest? tenyee?, genius.
4)Who is the stupidest? wth no one la, all equally the same la
5) Who is the most popular girl and boy in class? all the talkative boys and all the clique girls
6)Who is well-liked by opposite gender? how'd i know
7)Which boy & girl you like the most? what the hell. let's see ALL THE SAME (i think)
8) Who is the most hated boy/girl? TOMMY KOH KIT SHAUN
9) Who is the most hyper person in class? some of the boys
10)Who makes you laugh a lot? cant rmb aiyo stm la

[Secondary]
1) Who is the prettiest? lots of them
2) Who is the most handsome? wtf =.= no answer
3) Who is the smartest? adeline, wan jie =.= melvin =.= zilin
4) Who is the stupidest? how'd i freakin' know
5) Who is the most popular girl and boy in class? sherine and eepin ba
6) Who is well liked by opposite gender? I DONT KNOW; NO ONE I GUESS
7) Which boy & girl are you the closest to? boy: shutup girl(s): ad & why
8) Who is the most hated boy/girl? MYSELF (have also dont tell you)
9) Who is the most hyper person in class? adeline, eerong (sry)
10) Who makes you laugh a lot? i doubt anybody does that

5 people to do this quiz :

- steph
- why
- jiamin
- anyone
- else

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MYE = FINISHED !!!!! XD
and btw steph, science was do-able XD
hahas, tell you more when youre online !! XD

沈春纬LIVE秀 ROCKS !! HAHA XD

FXCK. WHY CANT YOU JUST SHUT YOUR BIG FAT BLOODY UNEDUCATED MOUTH AND FXCK OFF. WHO ARE YOU TO FXCKING JUDGE ME. WHATTHESHIT ARE YOU. WAIT, I KNOW. YOURE JUST A FXCKING STINKY PIECE OF FXCKING UNEDUCATED FXCKING SHXT !! GO TO THE DUMPSTER AND SLEEP THERE LA, YOU BLOODY FXCKING BXTCH. YOU HAVE FXCKING NO RIGHT TO BE MY ----------- YOU FXCKING PIECE OF FXCKING STINKING FXCKING BULLSHXT !!!!! GAAHH GO DIE FASTER LA XSSHOLE FXCKER. PLEASE LA, DONT KNOW DONT ANYHOW SHOOT YOUR BLOODY FXCKING STINKY DIRTY MOUTH OFF. BXTCH. I DONT CARE HOW YOURE RELATED TO ME, EVEN MY MOTHER DOESNT TALK TO ME AND/OR SCOLDING ME LIKE THIS. FXCK YOUR LIFE OUTTA YOU, FXCKERBXTCH.

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yeah, happy mother's day. (=.='')

tags will be replied tmr due to SOMEBODY. kns.

haha im back. (;

ohmygosh. ToGetHer is damn touching. especially the last 2 episodes today. im watching it now and i feel like crying... but im not gonna cry, because i cant really cry as my sis is here =.= with my maid.. if i were to watch it alone, i think i confirm cry de. LOL. show start le haha bb(:

p.s. will reply tags after the show hehe(;

so i decided to post, again.

well it might (it had better be.) be the last post until after mye. gotta study...
*freak the math project and science ASSignment.*

so yeah. main purpose is actually to reply tags. lol.

replied.
y.y. Hi, thanks. (:
huiyin haha yup. (: tag more. (:
Ruth Hi, thanks. Linked you too. (:
y.y. yeah i actually forgot. lol. (:
huiling Hi(: lol you had better be guilty. jkjk(: link me soon girl(: er ok aft mye, enqi said. lol sure you too(:
Brandon aka small boy lols. try dofl or fofl ? hahas. (:
y.y. sama-sama (:
hsuwen HSUWEN ! hi. (: you bet he does. (:
Enqi oh nvm then ly2(:
huiling lol. nvm then. added le. yeah la you got how many reasons de. lols(: of course i did. (:
Shirlyn hi(:
hsuwen ok sure, if i rmb. lol stm. haha thx(:
beatrice yupp me too from my hse. but you morre lucky lor, you seen it 2 times leh. lol(: hahahahaha(:
Wanlin hi(:
Jesalin <3>hi thx(:
kaijun♥ hi(: nvm i linked you alr. (:
michelle hi(:
y.y. yeah you bet it does. and its gonna be more dead because my exams are coming. wish me luck. lols(: thankyou(:
maeying oh hi(: lol really... thx(: sure ive added you(: haha you kinda spelled my name wrongly... lols, its ok. (:
huiyin haha tag more lor. (: and why you break my chain. sad leh. lols. maybe i start a new one... no. like that then you can reply me. hahas lol.(:
hsuwen hi(: hahas. quite impossible. lol. (:
huiyin hi haha i decided to use another one. lol. (:

hahas. i guess im done. ok bb. (: rmb to continue tagging me. lols. and wish me
luck. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIAMIN DEAREST MEI !!! ♥

imy(:

edited on 30.4.09

HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY HUILING !!! :DD

hehes, 5 days late by mistake :x

first of all, HI. (:

wow., its been a long time since i blogged. REALLY long. so long that i think its been more than a month since i blogged?! lol.

HAHA I GOT IT FINALLY !! ;DD
but sigh why cant there be 2 same freebies... oh well. so far we've decided to leave it only for viewing !! hahas(:

sighs. I HATE SCHOOL. why must there be so many downs in life. first its studies. then its syf. whats next. my life?! if thats the case, and if it can stop all these unhappiness, PLEASE TAKE IT AWAY ??!! p.s. you never saw that statement.

OH btw, relink people !! (: as you can see, i have changed my url link to a SUPER LONG link. hahas. its actually go smth to do with my life, more or less that. yeah. sighs.

i sigh alot. lol.

OMG I HOPE I CAN DO WELL FOR MYE !! MUST DO WELL !! yunyan ( sounds nicer HAHAS[: ) wish me luck !! kambateh (:

lol hahas, just watched Arashi's Beatbox TV. and it made me realise something. i dont really show my real thoughts and feelings. i keep most of it to myself, causing myslf to be more upset and unhappy. sigh. any solutions anybody? lol, sighs.

oh well. nvm then. i shall just have to live with it, and hope it goes better. oh well, bb.! (:

oh and i shall reply my tags on the next post. haha lols. ok bb. (:

YEAH MY 100TH POST !! ♥

first of all i would like to say:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIYIN (WHY/XIAOHUIHUI) !! :D
have a happy 14th birthday!(:

next, shit carnival tmr. look on the bright side: ITS GONNA BE GONE !! (:
next up is SYF. this coming tuesday. 3 days left. next choir practice. 2 days left.
and guess what, i got 5 days of antibiotics and phlegm pills to finish. 4 per day. im so pro, lol. haha(:
sigh mye coming. muz do well.!! lol(: I WANNA GET MY THEORY RESULTS BACK T.T

wow theres alot of movies i wanna watch... shows too... sigh maybe i will watch them during the june holidays. sigh...

i think im gonna change my link., as soon as i have thought of one. should i change my skin? i deleted the html the other time and it took me like approximately half an hour to fix it. but even if i were to change, i wouldnt be able to find the right one... sigh.

bleh i think there are some other things i want(ed) to say but cant think of it currently, so most likely when i change my skin i will edit this post at the same time and add colour. lol(:

ok bb(:

**PS TAG MY BLOG , ITS KINDA DEAD. will reply tags when/while editing.

99th post!

Blog is dying...so,came to make it alive!Good news.100th post coming up!!Juz came to update a little.Gtg,its late.

Chiao.Love Fahrenheit always!<3!!!

HI(:

im currently blogging using my cousins lap; MacBook.

quite new... lol.

cousins sis: NO, its NOT new.

cousin: the model is old, but the lap itself is new.

cousins sis: but the keyboard is dirty~ it seems the lap -- CANCEL CANCEL !!

lmao.

currently listening to makes me wonder~( if i ever gave a ---- about you...)**

** to YOU KNOW WHO, that is not from my mouth, ITS THE LYRICS. blame MAROON 5, NOT ME. (:

going for tuition soon. sian.

macbook not exactly that sensitive... lol.

sigh actually wanna blog, then everytime i blog, no mood to blog anymore.

oh well. off to facebook now. bb(:

OMFG WHY ARE THERE SO MANY BITCHES IN MY LIFE ?!

having a mental AND emotional breakdown now...

CHOIR. WHATTHEFXCKING HELL IS WRONG WITH SMS-ING?!
CANT I JUST REPLY MY PARENTS WHAT TIME THEY WILL FETCH ME HOME ?!
IS THAT EVEN ILLEGAL TO YOU ?!
SUCH A SMALL SITUAION AND YOU GOTTA PUT ME IN THE FRONT ROW.
PLEASE LA. IF YOUR PARENTS WERE TO DO THAT TO YOU, HOW WOULD YOU FEEL?
YEAH CCA TIME LIKE I DONT KNOW. CANT I JUST CONTACT MY PARENTS FOR A SHORT WHILE, LIKE 5 TO 15 MINUTES ?? WHY, WASTE OF YOUR TIME IS IT ?? THEN IF YOU THINK THAT IM NOT SUITED FOR CHOIR THEN GO AHEAD, MAKE ME QUIT CHOIR FOR ALL I CARE !! FXCK YOU.

THERE IS A MISTAKE AND YOU KNOW IT VERYVERYVERYVERY WELL. YET YOU TIME AND AGAIN JUST USE YOUR MOUTH AND NAG ALL THE WAY, BUT DONT CARE A FXCKING HOOD WHO DID IT OR WHY OR HOW IT HAPPENED. LIKE WTF?! YOU THINK WE CAN IMPROVE THAT WAY?! I KNOCK YOUR BRAINS OUT AH!!

YOU. YOU THINK YOU KNOW EVERYTHING. YOU SO SMART COME AND BE SL LA! I'M NOT AN SL BUT I FEEL THE IRRITANCE. YOU THINK YOURE ALL THAT, WELL THEN DO IT WHILE YOU CAN!! SINCE YOURE SO SMART, USE YOUR BRAIN. THERE IS A PURPOSE FOR IT. oh, and FXCKING MIND YOUR FXCKING TONE, BITCH !!

PLEASE, EVERYONE OF US HAS A BRAIN FOR A REASON. CAN YOU PLEASE USE YOURS BEFORE IT ROTS?!

conclusion : zhishan + ctss - friends + family + tuition = FXCK, zhishan shall jump the building.

no comments about this please, especially YOU, you know who im referring to.

if you wanna comments, IM/MSN/SMS/EMAIL me. talk to me in person about this and i will hack you.