HAHA YAY TODAY IS Y♥Y♥Y♥Y :D
went vivo today, walked around and received jacq, yi shan, hidayahs msg saying HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ME :D ate sakae sushi @ harbourfront, ate Häägen-Däzs Cappucino Truffle ♥ and bought a shirt both @ vivo(: ♥ CAPPUCINO TRUFFLE ROCKS!!~ :D:D

UH-OH.
late le, gtg sleep, will update soon. TY TINGJIA for reminding me(:

*DAMN. pics only update on friday onwards, as they are with my mum. AND its my mother's order(s) to only get it on friday., so, happy waiting. :D

I'M 14 ALREADY YAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~
LOL I JOINED A CLUB ON MY BDAY! :D

yeah.

took off the f-ing post as its just for me to vent my anger, and it was supposed to be removed on that day, but didnt use the com/lap until today. and also partly because i slept at 9+ last night. like, finally.! monday to thursday night each day 5+ hours of sleep only, then last night 10 HOURS MAN! but still tired. LOL!(: omg 爱就宅一起 juz finished and 默默 juz melted my heart. <3

anw about that f post. beatrice - it was to tell you how much i can use the f word when im f-ing pissed. enqi - you got it wrong, im not angry at beatrice (my senior) , im just informing her smth. furthermore, i was angry at someone else. LOLits mixed up(:

WOW. nvr blog for long time le. shoot. ca failed geog, didnt manage to get all b3/a2/a1. oh well i shall strive to get that for sa1!(: LESS THAN 1 HOUR TILL 15.3!!(: HAHA(:

-- i wanna cry, crycrycrycrycry like a crybaby and cry it all out. but theres nth much. HAHA im weird man. LOL(:

REPLIES:

y.y. ~ oh ok... LOL YOURE BACK(:
Enqi ~ HIHIHIHIHI!! LOL blogskin is search de then cbox is i edited it myself(: lol ok YEAH YOU SHALL NOT EMO, but i might. HAHA LOL!(: ILY2 ♥ oh yeah and you gao3 cuo4 le... i wrote it on top. IMY ~~
Shirlyn ~ HEY OK!(:
Ashley^^ ~ HEY ASHLEY!! (: oh OK SURE! (: HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY ! (:
beatrice ~ HI!! yes tag there(: YAY TAG MORE ;D LOL YEAH you didnt do anything. read on top to find out what happened. (:
BRENDA:D ~ HI THX(:
Ivy O ~ LOL early leh THX!(:

HAHAHAHAHA im not gonna show that f post. it was only supposed to be temporary, but yeah. no time to take it off? lol, no la its because yst i slept DAMN EARLY. LOL FINALLY(: and also because, enqi mistook what i meant. lol? haha sry beatrice you didnt do anything wrong la(: sigh, im not at home now, so ill post when im at home. yeah. HAHA? lols!(: bb. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY!!! ♥
we discuss the date ok? cos i quite busy... sigh. lols(:

btw this is scheduled to be posted at 12mn 11.3.09.
cos, I GOTTA SLEEP & DO MY HW. -duh-
lols?, . ok bb(:

OH YEAH JOSHUA YOU ARE SOOOO DEAD.

btw this text is in a rainbow coloured format because:-
1. reminds me of last week's rainbow ♥
2. it's a coincidence. (:

OMG ToGetHer*SUPERSTAR EXPRESS ROCKS !! ~ ♥
-&- B-BOY PIKACHU ~~ ♥ 阿緯
-&-&- CIRCUS 狗仔隊 ~~~ ♥

mesmerizing. almost 100% flawless. so not my life; so not me. sadded Dx

sigh, chi test 1 qs nvr finish. not confident to get 75 and above. sigh, muz get at least 68. *PLS!*
math ca (test) got a1, lit also got a1. ms tnee say i better than melvin :D:D

-- school is just getting more and more depressing. D'x

REPLIES:

y.y. ~ but now youre not D'' rmb email me ~ ! (: yes i did(: ok but you
also like nvr update? lol? (:
angelica ~ HELLO:D oh oh nvm(: YEAHYEAH(: im still having tuition there,
english. ... LOL (:
xiaoVANZ ~ HELLO :D thx, link le. (:
y.y. ~ oh nvm(: you too!(: when wanna online rmb to email me(: eh... remind
me again then i explain? haha..., yeah. LOL ;D
huiyin ~ thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou (:

YYAY 10 MORE DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY ♥♥♥

“难过就哭吧。哭，不是罪。”
-- can i do it?

i wanna cry. i cant cry.
i wanna sleep. i cant sleep.
i wanna scream. i cant scream.
i wanna jump down. i cant jump down.
i wanna tell someone how i feel. i cant tell someone how i feel.

WHY, why cant i. because something's stopping me from doing so.
i cant get it free. im stuck.
can anyone help me??

HELP.

HI.

im posting quite often, mainly because i feel like posting, but also end up forgetting what i wanna post, =.='' and that blogging is like my way of "venting my anger" W/O USING BAD WORDS, or like de-stress like that la. therefore, my posts can be read starting from feb 8 (管家女!) and/or feb 9. damn.

so now, its my life thats killing me, kns. shall i let it kill me, or let it let me live.
sigh, whatever. gonna do hw now. BYE. haha...? ... =.='' (:

T.T OH YEAH, sry adriana, esther and eunice. i went crazy, like i said. maybe i'll be better tmr.

oh yeah again..., anybody got any sad / touching movies to recommend? i want/need those. and post has no colour cos im emo., DUH. -.-'' T.T

so..., yeah. BYE.

wherever had my happiness went...

the smile, the laughter,

so free...

i feel like crying.

is that the only way i can stop this unhappiness?

besides, after crying, it will still return.

what can i do to release this stress?

its killing me...

whattheheck am i gonna do..

someone please help me...

倔强到最后 变成阵风各奔西东

雨像眼泪 暗自汹涌

我相信天空一定也很痛

雨是眼泪 很想坠落

可惜地上挤满笑容 哪里有空

♥ 雨是眼泪

♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY QI ~
dun say i nvr wish you hor. (:

有時候 我想

你會不會把你曾帶走的愛
在告別之前用微笑全歸還。。。

在遊樂園裡

赤裸裸的失落 一目了然的痛 和我對你那深深的愛
讓我無法說 我的眼淚 是因為吹風而造成的

在遊樂園裡

我 只像個摩天輪 靜靜地等著誰會來到
當你 降臨我懷中 我的心 就開始邊孤單的跳 邊想著

再一圈 再飛一圈就好 那無助的眼神 還沒有依靠
我多想 伸出雙手給你 一個緊緊擁抱 但我做不到
再一圈 再陪陪你就好 讓你可以揚起我 沉重的嘴角
不怕你的眼淚 讓我的心生銹 遊樂場打烊後 誰會知道

再一圈 再飛一圈就好 你那寂寞的手心 还在等誰打擾
我寧願 交換所有給你 给你一個緊緊擁抱 哪怕就一秒
再一圈 再陪陪你就好 讓你可以記得 我頭髮的味道
就算我走不到 你的天涯海角 這瞬間已足夠 天荒地老

你走了之後 好想對你說
我愛你還沒愛夠 你卻要我放手

可是 你一定要相信 我們對彼此的愛 依然美麗
你一定不能放棄 做夢的勇氣
因為 蒸發後的回憶 總會變成水蒸氣。。。

好想對你說
當你在國境之南 乘坐著遊樂園裡的孤單摩天輪中
你應該被珍惜 而我會一直在你旁邊 當你的最佳聽眾

和 跟你說的最後一句
我愛你
我永遠愛你

YAY MONDAY AND YST MRS SIA IN CTSS!! OMGYAWSH MAN!!

but not transferring =.='' WALAO EH IF TRANSFER MUZ BE MY SCIENCE TEACHER!!!

apparently joshua also knows mrs sia.. (:

oh, saw jason and jeremy today sitting at the stairs. weird... just walked past. hope the nvr see me. HAHAS XD striked cos not really important, just stating what happened. =.='' im lame...

oh yeah yst music lesson damn funny :D

mr lim: "melvin you next time open shop ah, sell fresh ... *pause*"

me: "cock."

-= me, eunice and mr lim (and mr ang i think) were laughing like crap, [: =-

mr lim: " AH not i say one ah!"

freaking funny la, (:

I ♥ IT MUSIC !! (:

back to today. (:

Home Econs boring ... felt like sleeping cos quite tired .. doodled w/ esther to past time(:

starting to like lollipop. (: L O L L I P O P ! ! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HIDAYAH!! ♥
your present will come soon(:

REPLIES;

Isabella ~ THX!(: but havent recovered YET ... =.='' ly2(: * and zenda and a1
peeps EXCEPT HAO LIE HAHA! :D
y.y. ~ ok updated too blog FIXED ALR!(: yupp
its NICE MAN(: go internet watch la? i watched from internet de(: ONLINE PLS?!
(:
hidayah ~ HIDAYAH!!(: hahas. valentine day present? oh gave you alr ..
birthday present coming up latest next week!(:
huiyin ~ HELLO!! thankyou thankyou ok OK will link you aft this!(:
ashley^^ ~ of course i got blog!(: hahas i see ppl blog then saw
your link. shoot, forgot. i go check again then link you ok? HAHAS!(: imy junior
T.T'' HAHAS(:
yuqi ~ is CHANGE. y? z. cos i like la
=.='' not nice then not nice lor, you say not nice i say nice, cannot meh?? lol
OF COURSE YOU SAY NOT THEN I KILL YOU AH(:

1. boon chong's name the BOON, backwards is actually NOOB. COOL xD
2. finally posted again for both blogs!(:
3. yy shld i make SPRiNGLOVER♥ public?(:
4. i think i shall copy yy (sry!) and include a picture for every post to describe ... whatever. (:
5. LWS OFFICIALLY SUCKS.! adeline youre right. (:

6. my blog is dying?

7. i cant go for Homecoming Day ... T.T

okay, quite some time nvr post alr, so...

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY PEOPLE !!! ♥

anyways, THANK YOU to those people who gave me presents(:
yours will come soon(:

sigh, im feeling crazy again...
whatever.

shoot.
i forgot what i wanted to say., AGAIN. =.=''
oh well.
bb(:

ohyeah, YY COME ONLINE MAN, WAITED 2 DAYS LE...

whatever.,

what the hell is wrong w/ me. sigh..

emotime~

bleah. nth to write. yet. ;D

BOO.(:
tmr got geog test and math olympiad and piano, sigh...
still got math and HIP project.
my head gonna burst soon. =.='' (i think burst alr ah!)

today mr chua discuss math project w/ us eunice adriana esther & me went outside the classroom to discuss where it was MUCHMUCHMUCHMUCHMUCHMUCHMUCHMUCHMUCHMUCHMUCH QUIETER to concentrate. -->heng arh,, (: . & you know what? when the bell rang we went in ( the class was noisy. ) then as soon as i step in, HEADACHE. can believe anot?? the class can noisy until when i step in 1 step ONLY then i headache liao. =.='' how am i gonna study in this class ... not 针对 anybody hor.

btw, SWEE TIAN WHAT HAPPENED ¬¬¬ sigh, i feel like i gonna cry soon. going to 崩溃 le. D'x

The Mum Song.

DAMN FUNNY LIKE SHIT LARH. (:

YESHH THE BLOG IS FIXED !!
turns out that i cant delete the links below the playlist, otherwise corrupted. -.-''
oh well. (:

for 管家女 / 润恩 -- this song is 超配你的 !! listen it in the playlist(:

Lyrics (:

谁答应你可以不再理我 谁同意你这里就是尽头
你让我做的梦 想提前叫醒我
你这回是听见没有

我承认这不是最好的我 我决定回路也给你耕作
我辛苦地驻守 太多分岔路口
可以迷路不再退缩

留下来 留下来 即使没爱完的爱
我会实现你最期待的期待
留下来 留下来 在我心里住下来
想都别想我会让你离开

你带来最美的灵魂躁动 你让我相信我与众不同
所以我属于你 就像你属于我
没有了你我爱什么

留下来 留下来 即使没爱完的爱
我会实现你最期待的期待
留下来 留下来 在我心里住下来
想都别想我会让你离开

留下来 留下来 即使没爱完的爱
我会实现你最期待的期待
留下来 留下来 在我心里住下来
想都别想我会让你离开
WO~~~~YEAH~~~~~WO~~~~YEAH~~~~~

OMGOSH.

just finished watching 海角7号. SO NICE LA!! ¬¬ the last part was damn touching, yeah i did cry a bit. although the ah ma sitting there creeped me a little, but ITS DAMN NICE ♥ no wonder it won 12 awards in total?? including 3 6 golden horse awards?!?! lols. (: haaaaaaaahh i heart hai jiao 7 hao~~ ♥NICE!!!(: and so is river flows in you (:

freak, this blog is spoiled. kns.

FINALLY.

changed my skin as i juz rmbed that i dislike those kind of skin(s), af you gotta click here and there to see the different components. furthermore that one can right-click , and its also damn hard to edit. ... (:

Y BEATRICE IS COMING TMR!! WHOO!!!~~ heehee(:

P.S. i updated, you?? haha, still waiting for your mail~~ =.='' and dun angry w/ him la, you will somehow mie qi de. (:

YO(:

blogging now, actually nth much to say... =.=''

gtg sleep early, according to someone. HAHA. (:

well, gdnite. (:

yeah im lame. (:

P.S. yy pls update~~~ both blogs, ESPECIALLY SMILE(: ~
hahas, ok gdnite. (: <33