YYAY 10 MORE DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY ♥♥♥

“难过就哭吧。哭，不是罪。”
-- can i do it?

i wanna cry. i cant cry.
i wanna sleep. i cant sleep.
i wanna scream. i cant scream.
i wanna jump down. i cant jump down.
i wanna tell someone how i feel. i cant tell someone how i feel.

WHY, why cant i. because something's stopping me from doing so.
i cant get it free. im stuck.
can anyone help me??

HELP.

HI.

im posting quite often, mainly because i feel like posting, but also end up forgetting what i wanna post, =.='' and that blogging is like my way of "venting my anger" W/O USING BAD WORDS, or like de-stress like that la. therefore, my posts can be read starting from feb 8 (管家女!) and/or feb 9. damn.

so now, its my life thats killing me, kns. shall i let it kill me, or let it let me live.
sigh, whatever. gonna do hw now. BYE. haha...? ... =.='' (:

T.T OH YEAH, sry adriana, esther and eunice. i went crazy, like i said. maybe i'll be better tmr.

oh yeah again..., anybody got any sad / touching movies to recommend? i want/need those. and post has no colour cos im emo., DUH. -.-'' T.T

so..., yeah. BYE.

wherever had my happiness went...

the smile, the laughter,

so free...

i feel like crying.

is that the only way i can stop this unhappiness?

besides, after crying, it will still return.

what can i do to release this stress?

its killing me...

whattheheck am i gonna do..

someone please help me...

倔强到最后 变成阵风各奔西东

雨像眼泪 暗自汹涌

我相信天空一定也很痛

雨是眼泪 很想坠落

可惜地上挤满笑容 哪里有空

♥ 雨是眼泪

♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY QI ~
dun say i nvr wish you hor. (:

有時候 我想

你會不會把你曾帶走的愛
在告別之前用微笑全歸還。。。

在遊樂園裡

赤裸裸的失落 一目了然的痛 和我對你那深深的愛
讓我無法說 我的眼淚 是因為吹風而造成的

在遊樂園裡

我 只像個摩天輪 靜靜地等著誰會來到
當你 降臨我懷中 我的心 就開始邊孤單的跳 邊想著

再一圈 再飛一圈就好 那無助的眼神 還沒有依靠
我多想 伸出雙手給你 一個緊緊擁抱 但我做不到
再一圈 再陪陪你就好 讓你可以揚起我 沉重的嘴角
不怕你的眼淚 讓我的心生銹 遊樂場打烊後 誰會知道

再一圈 再飛一圈就好 你那寂寞的手心 还在等誰打擾
我寧願 交換所有給你 给你一個緊緊擁抱 哪怕就一秒
再一圈 再陪陪你就好 讓你可以記得 我頭髮的味道
就算我走不到 你的天涯海角 這瞬間已足夠 天荒地老

你走了之後 好想對你說
我愛你還沒愛夠 你卻要我放手

可是 你一定要相信 我們對彼此的愛 依然美麗
你一定不能放棄 做夢的勇氣
因為 蒸發後的回憶 總會變成水蒸氣。。。

好想對你說
當你在國境之南 乘坐著遊樂園裡的孤單摩天輪中
你應該被珍惜 而我會一直在你旁邊 當你的最佳聽眾

和 跟你說的最後一句
我愛你
我永遠愛你

YAY MONDAY AND YST MRS SIA IN CTSS!! OMGYAWSH MAN!!

but not transferring =.='' WALAO EH IF TRANSFER MUZ BE MY SCIENCE TEACHER!!!

apparently joshua also knows mrs sia.. (:

oh, saw jason and jeremy today sitting at the stairs. weird... just walked past. hope the nvr see me. HAHAS XD striked cos not really important, just stating what happened. =.='' im lame...

oh yeah yst music lesson damn funny :D

mr lim: "melvin you next time open shop ah, sell fresh ... *pause*"

me: "cock."

-= me, eunice and mr lim (and mr ang i think) were laughing like crap, [: =-

mr lim: " AH not i say one ah!"

freaking funny la, (:

I ♥ IT MUSIC !! (:

back to today. (:

Home Econs boring ... felt like sleeping cos quite tired .. doodled w/ esther to past time(:

starting to like lollipop. (: L O L L I P O P ! ! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HIDAYAH!! ♥
your present will come soon(:

REPLIES;

Isabella ~ THX!(: but havent recovered YET ... =.='' ly2(: * and zenda and a1
peeps EXCEPT HAO LIE HAHA! :D
y.y. ~ ok updated too blog FIXED ALR!(: yupp
its NICE MAN(: go internet watch la? i watched from internet de(: ONLINE PLS?!
(:
hidayah ~ HIDAYAH!!(: hahas. valentine day present? oh gave you alr ..
birthday present coming up latest next week!(:
huiyin ~ HELLO!! thankyou thankyou ok OK will link you aft this!(:
ashley^^ ~ of course i got blog!(: hahas i see ppl blog then saw
your link. shoot, forgot. i go check again then link you ok? HAHAS!(: imy junior
T.T'' HAHAS(:
yuqi ~ is CHANGE. y? z. cos i like la
=.='' not nice then not nice lor, you say not nice i say nice, cannot meh?? lol
OF COURSE YOU SAY NOT THEN I KILL YOU AH(:

1. boon chong's name the BOON, backwards is actually NOOB. COOL xD
2. finally posted again for both blogs!(:
3. yy shld i make SPRiNGLOVER♥ public?(:
4. i think i shall copy yy (sry!) and include a picture for every post to describe ... whatever. (:
5. LWS OFFICIALLY SUCKS.! adeline youre right. (:

6. my blog is dying?

7. i cant go for Homecoming Day ... T.T

okay, quite some time nvr post alr, so...

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY PEOPLE !!! ♥

anyways, THANK YOU to those people who gave me presents(:
yours will come soon(:

sigh, im feeling crazy again...
whatever.

shoot.
i forgot what i wanted to say., AGAIN. =.=''
oh well.
bb(:

ohyeah, YY COME ONLINE MAN, WAITED 2 DAYS LE...

whatever.,

what the hell is wrong w/ me. sigh..

emotime~

bleah. nth to write. yet. ;D

BOO.(:
tmr got geog test and math olympiad and piano, sigh...
still got math and HIP project.
my head gonna burst soon. =.='' (i think burst alr ah!)

today mr chua discuss math project w/ us eunice adriana esther & me went outside the classroom to discuss where it was MUCHMUCHMUCHMUCHMUCHMUCHMUCHMUCHMUCHMUCHMUCH QUIETER to concentrate. -->heng arh,, (: . & you know what? when the bell rang we went in ( the class was noisy. ) then as soon as i step in, HEADACHE. can believe anot?? the class can noisy until when i step in 1 step ONLY then i headache liao. =.='' how am i gonna study in this class ... not 针对 anybody hor.

btw, SWEE TIAN WHAT HAPPENED ¬¬¬ sigh, i feel like i gonna cry soon. going to 崩溃 le. D'x

The Mum Song.

DAMN FUNNY LIKE SHIT LARH. (:

YESHH THE BLOG IS FIXED !!
turns out that i cant delete the links below the playlist, otherwise corrupted. -.-''
oh well. (:

for 管家女 / 润恩 -- this song is 超配你的 !! listen it in the playlist(:

Lyrics (:

谁答应你可以不再理我 谁同意你这里就是尽头
你让我做的梦 想提前叫醒我
你这回是听见没有

我承认这不是最好的我 我决定回路也给你耕作
我辛苦地驻守 太多分岔路口
可以迷路不再退缩

留下来 留下来 即使没爱完的爱
我会实现你最期待的期待
留下来 留下来 在我心里住下来
想都别想我会让你离开

你带来最美的灵魂躁动 你让我相信我与众不同
所以我属于你 就像你属于我
没有了你我爱什么

留下来 留下来 即使没爱完的爱
我会实现你最期待的期待
留下来 留下来 在我心里住下来
想都别想我会让你离开

留下来 留下来 即使没爱完的爱
我会实现你最期待的期待
留下来 留下来 在我心里住下来
想都别想我会让你离开
WO~~~~YEAH~~~~~WO~~~~YEAH~~~~~

OMGOSH.

just finished watching 海角7号. SO NICE LA!! ¬¬ the last part was damn touching, yeah i did cry a bit. although the ah ma sitting there creeped me a little, but ITS DAMN NICE ♥ no wonder it won 12 awards in total?? including 3 6 golden horse awards?!?! lols. (: haaaaaaaahh i heart hai jiao 7 hao~~ ♥NICE!!!(: and so is river flows in you (:

freak, this blog is spoiled. kns.

FINALLY.

changed my skin as i juz rmbed that i dislike those kind of skin(s), af you gotta click here and there to see the different components. furthermore that one can right-click , and its also damn hard to edit. ... (:

Y BEATRICE IS COMING TMR!! WHOO!!!~~ heehee(:

P.S. i updated, you?? haha, still waiting for your mail~~ =.='' and dun angry w/ him la, you will somehow mie qi de. (:

YO(:

blogging now, actually nth much to say... =.=''

gtg sleep early, according to someone. HAHA. (:

well, gdnite. (:

yeah im lame. (:

P.S. yy pls update~~~ both blogs, ESPECIALLY SMILE(: ~
hahas, ok gdnite. (: <33

what the freak.

tmr got choir, and i still have cough.
a WORSE one at that.

Q: HOW CAN I SING FOR CHOIR (tmr) WHEN I CANT EVEN TALK?!?!
A: I CANT.! ><''

AAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

I KNOW LADY GAGA ~~~~~ but idk the songs =.='' HAHA(:

*large coughs*
sigh...
nothing else. haha.. (:

ANSWERS^^:

Shannon ~ HELLO(:
j o s h u a ~ HIHI(:
y.y. ~ HIHI!!(: same to you too!(: ok pls tell me hor(;
Hidayah ~ HELLO HIDAYAH!! (: thx!! :D
j o s h u a ~ HELLO(: I KNOW WHO LA!!
Zenda ~ HIHI MY DEAR ZENDA<3
Ivy O ~ lols, rainbow mah(:
y.y. ~ HELLO~ (: orh, arent i online now? hahas(: PLS APPEAR ONLINE~

BOO. :D

ppl pls dont view and run?? (:
tag larhh, even though i too also view and run de,
but YOU MUST TAG!!
MUST AH, whether you hate me or not.
JUST TAG!!
thx. (:

wanna change skin.
getting insomnia, trying to stop it.
problems finishing my homework when im at home.
tmr got freaking english test.
tmr got tuition.
havent seen smartclass geog.
haent finished tuition homework.

emo-ing alot.
want my 1a1'08 jan to june friends back - adeline, brenda, huimin, eden, eerong, jacintha, jiaxuan, liyun, rebecca, rongfang, sherine, yunxian - in alphabetical order.
mood swings, like mad.
freaking time management.

2a1 09.
trust.
friends.
happiness.
hatred.

sighs.
theres more.

choir, tuitionS, school, parents, teachers, sis, primary school, family.

FREAK ME, FREAK MY LIFE.

ppl who hate me kill me?!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ENQI!!!♥

JM GET WELL SOON!!!♥

yeah, back from camp. (: but, shall post bout it another time. now, its about my flywheelsea again!(: this mv is the bestest so far(: LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE the part where they played/acted like a band. SO COOL~(:

tsee the vid HERE - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HqsIrwBNaGA&feature=related

shall be MIA till staurday ba..., camp. facilitating sec 1s, 1a1!!(:

**ppl tag if theres anything, ESP YY!!(: yy you can also email me!!(:

how nice.

- IT DOESNT PAY TO BE KIND.