okay, quite some time nvr post alr, so...

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY PEOPLE !!! ♥

anyways, THANK YOU to those people who gave me presents(:
yours will come soon(:

sigh, im feeling crazy again...
whatever.

shoot.
i forgot what i wanted to say., AGAIN. =.=''
oh well.
bb(:

ohyeah, YY COME ONLINE MAN, WAITED 2 DAYS LE...

whatever.,

what the hell is wrong w/ me. sigh..

emotime~

bleah. nth to write. yet. ;D

BOO.(:
tmr got geog test and math olympiad and piano, sigh...
still got math and HIP project.
my head gonna burst soon. =.='' (i think burst alr ah!)

today mr chua discuss math project w/ us eunice adriana esther & me went outside the classroom to discuss where it was MUCHMUCHMUCHMUCHMUCHMUCHMUCHMUCHMUCHMUCHMUCH QUIETER to concentrate. -->heng arh,, (: . & you know what? when the bell rang we went in ( the class was noisy. ) then as soon as i step in, HEADACHE. can believe anot?? the class can noisy until when i step in 1 step ONLY then i headache liao. =.='' how am i gonna study in this class ... not 针对 anybody hor.

btw, SWEE TIAN WHAT HAPPENED ¬¬¬ sigh, i feel like i gonna cry soon. going to 崩溃 le. D'x

The Mum Song.

DAMN FUNNY LIKE SHIT LARH. (:

YESHH THE BLOG IS FIXED !!
turns out that i cant delete the links below the playlist, otherwise corrupted. -.-''
oh well. (:

for 管家女 / 润恩 -- this song is 超配你的 !! listen it in the playlist(:

Lyrics (:

谁答应你可以不再理我 谁同意你这里就是尽头
你让我做的梦 想提前叫醒我
你这回是听见没有

我承认这不是最好的我 我决定回路也给你耕作
我辛苦地驻守 太多分岔路口
可以迷路不再退缩

留下来 留下来 即使没爱完的爱
我会实现你最期待的期待
留下来 留下来 在我心里住下来
想都别想我会让你离开

你带来最美的灵魂躁动 你让我相信我与众不同
所以我属于你 就像你属于我
没有了你我爱什么

留下来 留下来 即使没爱完的爱
我会实现你最期待的期待
留下来 留下来 在我心里住下来
想都别想我会让你离开

留下来 留下来 即使没爱完的爱
我会实现你最期待的期待
留下来 留下来 在我心里住下来
想都别想我会让你离开
WO~~~~YEAH~~~~~WO~~~~YEAH~~~~~

OMGOSH.

just finished watching 海角7号. SO NICE LA!! ¬¬ the last part was damn touching, yeah i did cry a bit. although the ah ma sitting there creeped me a little, but ITS DAMN NICE ♥ no wonder it won 12 awards in total?? including 3 6 golden horse awards?!?! lols. (: haaaaaaaahh i heart hai jiao 7 hao~~ ♥NICE!!!(: and so is river flows in you (:

freak, this blog is spoiled. kns.

FINALLY.

changed my skin as i juz rmbed that i dislike those kind of skin(s), af you gotta click here and there to see the different components. furthermore that one can right-click , and its also damn hard to edit. ... (:

Y BEATRICE IS COMING TMR!! WHOO!!!~~ heehee(:

P.S. i updated, you?? haha, still waiting for your mail~~ =.='' and dun angry w/ him la, you will somehow mie qi de. (:

YO(:

blogging now, actually nth much to say... =.=''

gtg sleep early, according to someone. HAHA. (:

well, gdnite. (:

yeah im lame. (:

P.S. yy pls update~~~ both blogs, ESPECIALLY SMILE(: ~
hahas, ok gdnite. (: <33

what the freak.

tmr got choir, and i still have cough.
a WORSE one at that.

Q: HOW CAN I SING FOR CHOIR (tmr) WHEN I CANT EVEN TALK?!?!
A: I CANT.! ><''

AAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

I KNOW LADY GAGA ~~~~~ but idk the songs =.='' HAHA(:

*large coughs*
sigh...
nothing else. haha.. (:

ANSWERS^^:

Shannon ~ HELLO(:
j o s h u a ~ HIHI(:
y.y. ~ HIHI!!(: same to you too!(: ok pls tell me hor(;
Hidayah ~ HELLO HIDAYAH!! (: thx!! :D
j o s h u a ~ HELLO(: I KNOW WHO LA!!
Zenda ~ HIHI MY DEAR ZENDA<3
Ivy O ~ lols, rainbow mah(:
y.y. ~ HELLO~ (: orh, arent i online now? hahas(: PLS APPEAR ONLINE~

BOO. :D

ppl pls dont view and run?? (:
tag larhh, even though i too also view and run de,
but YOU MUST TAG!!
MUST AH, whether you hate me or not.
JUST TAG!!
thx. (:

wanna change skin.
getting insomnia, trying to stop it.
problems finishing my homework when im at home.
tmr got freaking english test.
tmr got tuition.
havent seen smartclass geog.
haent finished tuition homework.

emo-ing alot.
want my 1a1'08 jan to june friends back - adeline, brenda, huimin, eden, eerong, jacintha, jiaxuan, liyun, rebecca, rongfang, sherine, yunxian - in alphabetical order.
mood swings, like mad.
freaking time management.

2a1 09.
trust.
friends.
happiness.
hatred.

sighs.
theres more.

choir, tuitionS, school, parents, teachers, sis, primary school, family.

FREAK ME, FREAK MY LIFE.

ppl who hate me kill me?!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ENQI!!!♥

JM GET WELL SOON!!!♥

yeah, back from camp. (: but, shall post bout it another time. now, its about my flywheelsea again!(: this mv is the bestest so far(: LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE the part where they played/acted like a band. SO COOL~(:

tsee the vid HERE - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HqsIrwBNaGA&feature=related

shall be MIA till staurday ba..., camp. facilitating sec 1s, 1a1!!(:

**ppl tag if theres anything, ESP YY!!(: yy you can also email me!!(:

how nice.

- IT DOESNT PAY TO BE KIND.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!(:

lyrics 超 emo & sad de la!! thats why i wanna post it(:

♥ <3

《寂寞暴走》

这里的景色　叫做曾经爱过

曾存在　你的　拥抱和温柔

撕开票根　独自　重游

票价是想念你的痛

你说做朋友　并不是朋友

我们比路人　还陌生的多

感情的废墟　重建以后

谁会偶尔　回来走走

我站在　回忆的入口

走集我左胸口　暴走的寂寞

赤裸裸的失落　一目了然的痛

让我无法说泪　是因为吹风

我沿着　命运的箭头

无奈向前走　到　下个人的怀中

爱你还没爱够 你却要我放手

谁懂　在时间的　秘密花园中

你从没走

我说的爱你　说得太自由

自由到　仿佛　我只是说说

未来的风景我未爱过

我只想念　你的所有

我站在回忆的入口

走集我左胸口　暴走的寂寞

赤裸裸的失落　一目了然的痛

让我无法说泪　是因为吹风

我沿着　命运的箭头

无奈向前走　到　下个人的怀中

爱你还没爱够　你却要我放手

谁懂　在时间的　秘密花园中

你从没走

我的　爱你想你　都已急速向回忆暴冲

他们能看见的　是虚伪的从容

我站在回忆的入口

走集我左胸口　暴走的寂寞

赤裸裸的失落　一目了然的痛

让我无法说泪　是因为吹风

我沿着　命运的箭头

无奈向前走　到　下个人的怀中

爱你还没爱够　你却要我放手

谁懂　在时间的　秘密花园中

你从没走

lyrics fully typed by me, from 寂寞暴走 MV

♥ 飛輪海 ♥

P.S. blog halfway coloured cos too tiring(:

YO!!!(:

FINALLY, i have decided to blog about my HOLIDAY!!! finally man. BUT, some pics are in my cam, which is obviously not w/ me, so can only post pics in family's cam. actually, i wont post pics until i have all. haha(: will be updated(:

day1.

took a 7-hour flight to Tokyo Narita Airport, then a 2-hour flight to Osaka. ate ramen for dinner, stayed in Plaza Osaka. (:

day2.

went to Universal Studios.
1. rode The Amazing Adventures of Spider-Man - The Ride w/ family. quite fun, but 3D effects make me a bit dizzy, and the characters are scary...They were like gonna attack me la! effects somemore... (:

2. rode ET Adventure w/ family. also ok la, but the ET creatures creep me out, furthemore the language was JAPANESE, i buay hiao tia (cant understand, 听不懂) . HAHA(:

3. rode Hollywood Dream - The Ride w/ father because of the fact that its a roller coaster ride, and height limit. 1 word: SISTER. anw, NICE!!(: before the ride you get to choose a song which obviously i never but eventually did, i think, cos it was japanese. anw, when the ride started, each seat have 2 BLOODY LOUD speakers RIGHT BEHIND EACH EAR BLASTING the selected music. quite cool though, first time riding a roller coaster hearing both screams and music. (:

4. went to eat lunch at this restaurant where the food is ok, not bad, quite nice. ate the christmas set if im not wrong, and drank medium size CC Lemon. speaking of which,
THANK YOU FAHRENHEIT!!! for the CC Lemon ad. HAHA:D

5. souvenir: i bought an elmo 09 planner which my sis suddenly showed me. ... anw, i saw an elmo nailclipper. weird.. HAHA. (:

then took a bullet train to Kyoto. wow, the bullet train like mrt like that la! 15 mins then reach Kyoto from Osaka le. poor bus driver, gotta drive a 40-MIN ride from Osaka to Kyoto. lol? (:

then proceeded to Kiyomizu Temple.! it has a veranda 3-4(?) storeys above ground. the tour guide said that legend(?) says that if you jump down it and survive, all your wishes would come true. he still can say ''you can jump la, but you get hurt then sry. but most likely not la, cos 80% of the ppl who jumped down survived.'' o.O?! lol.!(: the view is nice though :D just in front but slightly further down abit, we saw a woMAN. SO WEIRD RIGHT??! HAHA!(: and~ to those ppl who dun know wad i mean, i mean we saw an AH GUA. haha lol the woMAN still can bai pose lor HAHA!(: stayed at Acty (ah-ku-ti) Hotel Kanazawa. (:

day3.

went to see the remains of samurai houses. old, but interesting. (: then headed for a market. ... then (yet again) to a gold foil factory. they have a replica of the golden tearoom built for a royal/prestigous/rich family then. the whole room was gold-plated, at a corner a teaset which is made w/ PURE GOLD. so rich la, and heavy. (: a lady in charge gave each of us a cup of tea w/ a bit of gold foil inside, cos consuming a little bit of gold foil is good for the skin. visited some old tea houses. so peaceful and quiet! i can live there lor!(: but cant >_<'' then went to Kenrokuen Garden, walked around. saw some weird trees. almost got lost there -.-'' got out eventually. took pics at the rainbow bridge where we're near the two-legged stone lantern. cool?? ... haha. (: then ate lunch there; the tofu has gold foil pieces on it(: saw straw-tatched houses which lasted like for dk how long?? but muz change the straw every 30+++ years i think.. then bought SARUBOBO♥!! so cute!♥ bought 1 for MEI JM!!♥(: btw jm when you want it ah?? pls tell me asap!(:

stayed at Hida Plaza Hotel where our dinner is SHIOK!!!♥(: got like 1 WHOLE crab and 1 SUPER BIG crab LEG la! l♥ve it!!(:

day4.

after breakfast, headed to Miyagawa Morning Market. ... bought things, food, blah blah blah ... . Next(: , bus drove to Idakuda Ramen Factory. saw how ramen is done. sampled soya sauce flavoured ramen. NICE!♥ then decided to buy that flavour ramen back home to makan. (: speaking of which, i ate THAT for lunch JUZ NOW!♥(: anw, we had lunch there, then there was a shop beside it which had sarubobo lollipops♥! so cute♥!(: lol.,(: anw, moved on to view Hirayu Waterfall. BUT, never see Dx cant climb up. anw so we played with the snow. half real half artitficial snow. cool. our family made our marks there, on the snow. so cold la!(: lol, my mother wanted to throw a snowball at me but my father said:"you want her to fall down is it?" haha, cos the floor was slippery. (: continued to Daio Wasabi Farm. there you can see the WHOLE STRETCH of wasabi plantation; you can try wasabi biscuits and crackers and purchase wasabi ice-cream. we bought a box of wasabi prawn crackers, and 1 vanilla ice-cream for my parents (mainly father) and 1 wasabi ice-cream for me and sis (mainly me). so wad la go wasabi farm eat vanilla ice-cream, -.-'' lol., but the wasabi ice-cream not spicy one (duh!,) , but in fact it tastes like vanilla. (: headed to Azumino Winery where i tasted not only juice but fruit WINE!(: weird, drink 1 SMALL abt 4cm-in-height cup then i started feeling ?HIGH? ? lol. not allowed to drink wine one leh :x haha(: besides, its bitter xP ... ok, then headed to our hotel at Mt. Fuji called Fujinobo?? .. ok, nvm. our room was FINALLY a japanese style room!(: got tatami mats and we had a BLOODY HELL NICE♥ view of MT. FUJI!! SO COOL!(: ♥♥ my father open the window then DAMN SHIOK LA!! cold wind came in~(: dinner in the hotel, buffet. i LOVE(d) THAT DINNER!!♥♥ :D slept. (:

day5.

went for beakfast at hotel restaurant. realised that the restaurant (also) have a BIG BIG BIG view of Mt. Fuji, so we took photo outside at the extention. shiok man., its cold lor(: then went Mt. Fuji Visitors' Center, looked around, collected brochures. cannot go up cos of weather -.-'' then moved on to Tokyo.!(: then went to Asakusa Kannon Temple and its DAMN BIG, outside. HAHA(: the best part there was ... the TOILET!. yeah, even my mother agrees!(: its so cool and modern la! and its at a TEMPLE leh.(: went Odaiba, forgot do wad there... =.='' went palette town & VenusFort, shopping area.palette town got toyota showroom, ok la. SO MANY CARS. lol(: then went burberry blue label look around, 1 letter: X. HAHA lol(: then walked around, bought some things. then moved to Decks(s) (haha[:) shopping mall. nth much la. then at around 3/4pm Japan time, went to macs to eat smth light. i ate shrimp burger:D there we saw like a guy like girl like that, i MISTOOK HIM for a GIRL. omgkns. haha lol(: who ask him walk & WEAR so weird lor HAHA(: stayed at Apa Makuhari Hotel where which after checking in we walked over to Mitsui Factory Outlet and shopped, then walked to the nearby shopping centre for dinner. that dinner was a hard decision man. ... (: then go back hotel shower put moisturising cream brush teeth blah blah blah, then SLP. :D (:

day6.

TODAY!! WHOLE DAY AT TOKYO DISNEYLAND RESORT♥!! i L♥VEit.!(: knew that there was gonna be ALOT of ppl, we made our plans beforehand lor!.(: first, went to get fastpass for Space Mountain. time for ride: 1 HOUR later. ok, so in 1 hours' time, we can do like 6 things lah!(: - including queuing for each thing needed to queue(: 1 walk around 2 see minnie mouse's house 3 decide wad we want for lunch 4 ride a go-kart ride 5 ride It's A Small World 6 I CAN DO MY BUSINESS HAHA LOL!(: we can even get a small snack and sit for 5-10 minutes to wait for time's up. finally, can play space mountain!. (: ok la, quite fun la. was enjoying, and waiting for the part where the roller coaster was going fast then at the same time go downhill. i was hoping for that to happen at least 1 time only, but happy me, it happened 2 times!(: ate pizza for lunch, drank grapefruit soda. (: then shopped, i bought earrings♥!!(: watched a parade, ate an apple halfway, brought it slightly away from my mouth, then my mother said: " DONT MOVE!" then i froze, then my mother asked my father to open his mouth, move his head a bit, stay there, and then my mother took a photo like this: - unavailable for now. CHAO PEI LA I TELL YOU!(: i see i also laugh. so zhun lor! haha(: then my sis say she wanna eat CURRY flavour POPCORN, but sigh, WHOLE DAY LONG QUEUE., so never eat that lor. I ALSO WANNA TRY THAT LEH Dx sigh, bo bian... at least i enjoyed disneyland!♥(: then go back hotel, order room service for dinner. while waiting we were watching a magic show. IS LIKE DAMN COOL LA! one was the magician took a beverage poster and asked a person from the audience to choose a drink that she wants. she chose a black coffee drink (the cup was half shown) . the magician said ok, and took a black marker pen and poked it through the bottom of the cup. then he slowly 搓 the free tip of the the marker downwards. then he fixed a tap on the top of the marker and held a transparent cup below, turned on the tap and black coffee was appearing! cool man! not only that, the coffee in the picture was also decreasing! SOOOO COOL LA!!! another one was the same magician. he took an apple, ate a mouth of it, then cut it into half and then it became an orange!! then he cut another orange into half and then taped the apple-orange and orange together, turned it 90 degrees, cut it into half again and it became a WATERMELON!! HOW COOL IS THAT?!?!!! (: that guy is COOL MAN!! ♥ heart (not love) him!(: then dinner came, did necessary things then SLEEP!(:

day7.

GO HOME! D:

~♥MERRY CHRISTMAS♥~

i WISH YOU A MERRY XMAS,
i WISH YOU A MERRY XMAS,
i WISH YOU A MERRY XMAS,
& a HAPPY NEW YEAR!♥(:

from ME , to YOU:

~♥MEHWII KWISSMAS!!♥~

p.s., and a HAPPY NEW YEAR(:

♥越来越爱!!♥

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whatever. she wants she can complain FOR ALL I CARE. i OFFICIALLY HATE HER and that bloody neoprint was just taken just because she WANTED TO TAKE IT BECAUSE THERE WAS A SHOP THERE.

fyi, WHATEVER THE BOTH OF US DO THINGS TOGETHER, ONE OF US (SHE.) GETS OVERBOARD, SHE HITS ME, I BEAR WITH IT. WHATEVER. I ACCIDENTALLY HIT HER, AND SHE COMPLAINS TO MOTHER, SAYING I PURPOSELY HIT HER. MY DEAR MOTHER: HELLO?!?! DID YOU EVER EVEN TRY TO GET THE FACTS RIGHT BEFORE YOU EVEN SCOLD ME JUST BECAUSE SHE COMPLAINED TO YOU THAT I HIT HER WITHOUT EXPLAINING?! I TOLD YOU BEFORE QUITE A FEW TIMES THAT SHE ALSO HIT ME BEFORE, BUT WHAT DID YOU DO?! JUST TELL ME TO STOP TROUBLING YOU; STOP GIVING YOU TROUBLE. PLEASE LA. YOU TIRED I NOT TIRED IS IT? SHE COMPLAIN NOT ONLY TO YOU, BUT TO GRANDMOTHER, TO FATHER, TO EVERYBODY ELSE IN THE WORLD TO TELL ABOUT ME TO MAKE FUN OF ME. I JUST TELL SOME THINGS ABOUT HER TO OTHER PPL ONLY AND SHE MAKES A FUSS ABOUT IT BY ACTING PITIFUL. WHATTHEBLOODYHELL.

WHEN GRANDMOTHER IS AT HOME, WE JUST PLAY ONLY THEN SOMETHING SMALL HAPPENS, THEN 1. THAT BLOODY SISTER GO REPORT TO GRANDMOTHER SAYING THAT I DO SOMETHING TO HIT HER. GRANDMOTHER JUMP THE GUN AND THEN BLAME ME FOR DISTURBIG MY SISTER, AND AS USUAL, NOT LISTENING TO MY EXPLANATION. HELLO?!?! GET THE FACTS RIGHT BEFORE YOU BLAME SOMEBODY, NOT JUST LISTEN TO A BLOODY 8/9 YEAR OLD AND MAKE A DECISION FROM THERE WITHOUT LISTENING WHAT THE OTHER PERSON HAS TO SAY. !! 2. SISTER CRIES BECAUSE OF SOME MINOR INJURY, THEN GRANDMOTHER COMES OUT SCOLDING ME FOR NOTHING, BLAMING ME FOR EVERYTHING, AGAIN. MY GOODNESS, CAN YOU STOP TRUSTING THAT BLOODY ASS SISTER OF MINE FOR ONCE AND STOP SCOLDING ME BUT HER INSTEAD? WHAT, JUST BECAUSE SHE'S YOUNGER THAN ME THEN SIDE HER IS IT?! WHAT 道理 IS THAT?!

PLEASE LA, HAVENT YOU SCOLDED ME ENOUGH?! EVER THOUGHT OF SCOLDING HER INSTEAD?! WHY ALWAYS ME?! I AM SICK OF PPL SCOLDING ME COS SISTER DID IT. I MEAN LIKE, MY FAULT, SCOLD ME. NOT MY FAULT, ALSO SCOLD ME. WHATEVER, OK? ANYWAY, I HAVE JUST 1 LAST THING TO SAY:

IF IT CARRIES ON LIKE THIS, THERE WILL DEFINITELY BE ONE DAY WHERE I CANNOT TAHAN ANYMORE. BY THEN IF I SAY BB, THEN SORRY HOR, NOT MY FAULT. DONT SAY I NEVER TOLD YOU ABOUT IT.

BTW _______ ___ ___ ___, DREAM ON, YOU WILL NEVER HAVE WHAT YOU WANT, _________-_____BE. :D

YO!!(: havent posted for a long time le..., anw i will post bout 2 things today, facilitation camp and today's bbq!(:

FACILITATION CAMP

was not hyper for the 1st DAY, but then 1st NIGHT hyper, because of some activity in the training room, where trainers had to act cool act bad ppl and students had to try to get them to interact or something...but quite funny la. i laugh until i cry la. (: then next day MORNING still okay, until afternoon something happened, then cried. BUT, thanks to drizzle and huahui, i managed to get over it, and eventually, became HIGH!!(: BIG THANK YOU TO SUSIN, LELE & SHENTING too, for trying to cheer me up the whole camp and made me happy!(: THANK YOU!!(:

TODAY'S BBQ

after choir, headed doenstars for bbq at bbq pits, but it was gonna rain, so we had it in the canteen area instead. omg longest bbq i have ever had in my life so far. 3pm - 7.45pm. my goodness.
we took about 30 minutes juz to get the fire started, because it wasnt a real bbq pit, so it took awhile. meanwhle, seniors cme an we plyed waterbomb didnt play, cos didnt wanted to, and no extra t-shirt. haha. zoe was bombed until SUUUUUUUUUUPER WET, eliz also. then next wettest person was weilin. wear sch u then when wet, it became like a bit transparent. annabel came, also got bombed by weilin and zoe. speaking of bombing, ASSHOLE LA YOU, TRY TO BOMB ME IS IT?!?! THEN MAKE ME SCREAM AND ALMOST GOT SCOLDED!! KNS LA YOU CKE!! anw, he also got bombed. HAHAHA!!(: asshole. still say gonna wear that outfit to the plane, yet still coe here waiting to get bombed. HAHA, siao la he. (: anw, tried stingray for the first time in my life. quite nice, and somemore is frens cooking leh!! nice lor, taste like prawns, only thinner. (: lol(:

~ THE END(: ~

ATTENTION (TO MY DEAR FATHER) :

i have currently removed all except 2 of my posts containing videos, as you requested the other time. agree though. still, HAPPY???(:

slack.SLACK.SLACK! bored like hell man... finally posted even though didnt wanted to, anw needed to keep my blog alive, as kaijun said...btw KAIJUN PLSPLSPLS RETURN ME MY BOOKS!!!!!